Episode 1- Dil Jahaan Dost Wahaan

Episode 1: Dill Jahaan Dosst Wahaan


Scene 1: Gupta House

Its night and as we drive into the Gupta House, that we are all so familiar with by now, we see a pair of legs hanging down from the parapet of the terrace….. two voices are arguing with one another….


Girl: Dekh lena, iss baar use main sabse pehle wish karoongi…

Boy: not in this life, Anjy, Rahul Garewal ke hote hue, Riddhima Gupta ko aur pehle wish kare, aisa toh kabhi ho hi nahi sakta….


Anjali Gupta, twists Rahul's hand making a face saying….. " Haan haan… cheating karke toh koi bhi pehle wish kar lega….


Rahul: Who cares Angy? Woh kya kehte hai? Everything is fair in friendship and war….


Anjali: its everything is fair in love and war Rahul…. Har cheez ko apni style main manvaana ab toh tumhaari aadat ho gayi hai….


As she jumps onto the ground on the other side of the wall clapping her hands and dusting off the white wash over the wall….


Rahul: Anjy, its 11: 20……..


Anjali: abhi bahut time hai…. ( looking away as though she didn't care)


Rahul asks for her hand's support as he feels lazy and wants to be pulled up…. She gives her hand, pulls him up… and pushes him back once more and runs away from there…..

so here are the 2 characters Rahul and Anjy with whom the story starts...


Anjali: Career Minded, a little selfish, a little spoilt and also has loads of attitude… she does what she thinks is right, she will listen to no one, she has to do something once she has set her eyes on something. She is a sweet girl in her own way, but one hardly ever waits to see that. Like they say, when the topping looks lovely, who cares if the food is burnt from inside.



Rahul: here we have a sweet little boy… he loves his friends more than his family… and that is because his friends are the only family he has or can remember. Having lost his parents in a car crash at the age of 12. Rahul's lived with the Guptas's forever now… Riddhima is his best friend, and they are always together, no one dare brand them off as a couple as everyone knows they are friends… but the entry of Armaan makes his realize otherwise….





Scene 2: Anjali's bedroom


On having reached downstairs in great speed, Anjali runs to her room… and shuts the door behind her… she now turns to the window and tries to shut it as there is too much of breeze outside as well…


A sweet looking girl dressed in her night clothes is sitting at the study table making notes… on hearing the commotion she turns as the wind blowing covers her face….. as Anjali shuts the window, the girls slowly moves the hair away from her face, but turns away, as she receives a phone call…

and here is our very own Riddhima...



Riddhima: the sweet and demure girl next door, who dotes on her father and sister. She is academically very well inclined and she is everything that the DMG and EDK waali Riddhima was, except that she a still a little younger……..


Anjy: don't you dare take that call Ridzy, its that stupid Rahul again….




Anjali runs forward to pull the mobile as Riddhima tries to dogde it… she is last heard saying…." Kya? No way!!!! ……. The line goes dead and the girl turns and we see Riddhima Gupta standing in front of her sister!


Suddenly there is a power cut and commotion…. Amidst all this Anjali gets scared…


Anjy: Ridzy, tu kahan hai? Tujhe pata hai na… mujhe andhere se kitna darr lagta hai….


Rid: Aaa rahi hoon di…..

Outside the house:

Rahul Garewal is standing there with a fuse in his hand, wiping the dust off his hands with a smirk….. " maine kaha tha…. Mere hote hue, na aaj tak koi Riddhima ko pehle wish kar paaya hai, na aaj karega"


Anjy: Ridzy….. Ridzy…


She is really scared now, as she tries to take a few steps forward to come and look for her sister in darkness….


Ridz: Ji di … aa rahi hoon na… ( the voice is now more distant)


There are weird sounds coming from outside and the wind is still blowing hard…. The windows that she had lightly shut start to open-shut and this scared Anjy even more.. this time there are also weird sounds coming from everywhere…..Anjali starts sweating profusely… as she calls out for her sister one last time, scared to even get up from the bed… she takes hold of her mobile phone and realizes the battery has gone dead…


Scene 3:Outside: Study

As Riddhima is about to move into the room a hand pulls her towards a study where the room has been decorated with balloons and streamers and it is dimly lit…. as she walks into the room, glitters fall all over her… and she smiles… as Rahul sings "Happy Birthday to you… Happy birthday to you… and Riddhima smiles… and the light goes on and Padma, Shashank and Juhi are standing there….. At the centre of the table there is a teddy bear cake with a 20 candle on it… and behind it there are 20 different colored, sized and shaped teddy bears that bring an instant glee on Riddhima's face… the table has some sweets and some other small eateries made for the night….


He pushes her in and turns around…. " Riddhima hugs Rahul for wishing her smiling and holds his hand stopping him….."


Rid: Kahan ja rahe ho Rahul…..


Rah: Ill just be back…. Chota sa kaam hai….


A few minutes later the Guptas, the one Mehra and the one Garewal are in the study cutting a cake for Riddhima, giving her gifts, hugs and affections…. Anjali as usual is fuming and not talking to Rahul and Riddhima is exchanging uncomfortable glances between the two….


Rid: rehne do na di…. Kya farak padhta hai kisne pehle wish kiya… mere liye aap dono bhi bahut important ho….


Anjy: oh yeah? Then why did you leave me alone and go in that dark room… I know… yeh sab ek hissa tha uss game plan ka… tum bhi yehi chahti thi ke wo tumhe wish kare….


Rahul: Haan riddhima, ise bata do ke yehi sach hai….( pulling her by her hand and placing his arm around her shoulder)

Shashank: tum bacche bhi na… come on now.... you are going to be doctors….


Anjy: kya dad aap bhi, humesha Ridz ki side hi lete ho… ( Shashank grows uncomfortable and exchanges a glance with Padma and Juhi who tells him not to worry)


Juhi comes forward, with a bowl of gulab jamoons in her hands…. "chalo chalo ab jaldi batao, kise pehle gulaab jamoon khaana hai?"


All three of them come and stand in front of her with their mouths open….. Juhi closes her eyes and starts "eeni meeni…." And in the end feeds Riddhima… Anjali makes a face as though to say under her breath " jab use pehle khilana that oh, kisi aur ko dene ka naatak kyun…."


She moves away making a face… when Juhi gives her, a jamoon she takes it with her hand with a dry smile….


Juhi: oye, Gary, jaldi se apna mooh khol…. Nahi khaana kya?


Rah: aapko na didi US ka hawa lag gayi hai… itna accha naam hai mera, aur aap mujhe apne surname se bulati ho, aur uska bhi short form…. I mean, Sharukh Khan se leke Hrithik Roshan tak kisi na kisi film main….. har hero ne apnaya hai ye naam aur aap ho ke…..


Shashank stops him warningly, but unknown to Rahul " bahut raat jo gayi hai baacho… ab tum log jaao so jaao….


Aur Riddhima, he says coming towards her kissing her on her forehead " Happy Birthday beta, humesha khush rehna"


Riddhima hugs her father….. "Shashank pulls out a small wrapped gift from his pocket and gives it to her….. Riddhima takes it gleefully asking him what it is…. He asks her to open it and see it herself…. Riddhima carefully opens the gift without ruining the wrapper, and inside it there is a small casing in which she sees a beautiful, soft and silky navy blue scarf, that she recollects having seen, when she had gone out with her dad at a branded store… she had looked at it longingly then, but she hadn't known her father had noticed this…


Rid: "So like papa" she says… she kisses him good night and moves to her bedroom…


Scene 4:Bedroom:

Anjali is still sulking as Riddhima walks in with her gifts…. She walks to her sister's bed and hugs her…. " di…. ( she says with child like innocence)… aap mujhse ab tak gussa ho? Ye dekhiye, ye Rahul ka gift, maine ise abhi tak khola bhi nahi hai….. main wait kar rahi thi ke hum dono ise saath main kholenge…."


Anjali smiles…. And looks up… "kholo kholo… I am sure you will like it….


Riddhima looks at her sister as though to mean " you knew what it was"


Anjy: mere bagair wo idiot tumhaare liye kuch select nahi kar sakta… honey you always have to go through me, to know what makes you the happiest"


Riddhima opens the wrapper to find a watch and under it there is a little card which reads…. Dear Riddhima loads of love, Rahul and Anjali……


Riddhima giggles… " rahul and Anjali….."


Anjy: stop it ridzy, he is your man, atleast that what the whole world seems to think… waise he is not so bad, plus you are now 20, kya khayal hai… make him your boyfriend….


Rid: Rahul aur main? Di… aap ye kaisi baatein kar rahi hai ( going red in the face)


Anjy: why not? He is smart, he is good looking, he really is fond of you… plus he lives here…. What else do you need? I think he is the perfect one for you…. Both of u can romance and bond over your books, you can break your head teaching him and he can look into ur eyes and fail in his exams like he does anyway….


Rid: Di .. ( making a face)


Anjy: fine fine… I was just joking baba…. Don't get so serious…


Riddhima smiles…


Anjy as though she doesn't wanna let go of the topic goes … " well come to think of it… soch Ridzy, soch…. Why not Rahul? "


Rid: Di, aap fir se shuru ho gayi….. Rahul se main pyar nahi kar sakti…..


Anjy: Aur wo kyun?


Rid: kyunki wo Rahul hai… humara Rahul… aur…. You know…. She trails off philosophically as though about to explain herself for the millionth time why it cant happen when, she turns to look at her sister fast asleep like a baby….


She walks to Anjali's bed, kisses her on her forehead and smiles saying " good night di" turns off the lights and goes to sleep…


Scene 5: College:


The next morning, Riddhima, Anjali and Rahul reach college and everyone comes and wishes Riddhima one after another as they are still on the road to class…. They are talking when a speeding bike walks past them with jet speed,whips the scarf off of Riddhima and before they can take note of the whirlwind, the bike stops in front of them… the guy still in biker clothes showing his back towards the three of them gets off the bike with great attitude…. Riddhima notices a blue cloth in his hand that looks very familiar to her… Before she can say saying, the guy wipes his face, hands and still showing his back towards them throws the scarf behind, so that the sweaty scarf flies and hits Riddhima's face making her fume in anger!


Rid: Aye, kaun ho tum… aur meri scarf kharab kar di she shouts out ( in tears almost)


Without caring about the fact that he is being spoken to the guys walks off into the college with all three of them staring in shock…


Scene 6:Lecture Hall:

Just as the class is about to begin, a voice is heard at the door, which says " may I come in"


The lady prof looks at the man standing at the door - he is clearly one of the most handsome and smart guys she has met. He has a twinkle in his eyes and his smile has a naughty grin in it - the professor notices the reaction of the girls in the class and a matching twinkle appears in her own eye. ….All the girls in class are whispering and grinning as they look at the guy at the door ... Soon the smiles turn into giggles as others notice the guy at the door… he is standing there… in his basketball shorts, and a red and white striped basketball jersey…

The guy at the door goes… "maam may i?"


The professor says, with a mischievous look ... "Well .... I'm not sure .... are you looking for the basketball court or the lecture hall? Aapke kapdon se aap thode confused lag rahe hain ... aur yahan par bhi kaafi confusion create kar rahe hain ...

The guy looks at the professor a little startled and notices her smiling ... he grins again mischievously.

Guy: Sorry ma'am ... thoda late ho gaya, iss liye ....

The professor is still smiling slightly ... "well, kal se time ka dhyan rakhiyega, nahin to students ke saath patients bhi confuse ho jayenge ... but abhi ke liye .... you may come in ...


The guy walks into the class, looks at the teacher winks at her saying " thank you maam" and goes down to settle somewhere in class….


The prof still smiling says… "Mr basketball … waise naam kya hai aapka"


ARMAAN MALLIK says the guy.

and here is the guy you have all been waiting for....our very own blue eyed boy...

Armaan: all that you have loved about the man, in the last one year and a half, the only difference here being, he is younger, more aggressive, more impulsive and more non serious… he is at that stage of his life, when no one can call the shot for him… not because they cant, because he doesn't want them to… and this anyone includes Riddhima too….

so guys hope you all will have a great time reading this fan fic as we have tried to make it different from Edk....we will bring the lives of all characters inter-weaving their relationships to give dynamic meanings...

till tomo...

luv

dia
navya
niha

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Rok Sako To Rok Lo - Episode 45

Hey guys...Here goes episode 45...Enjoy reading+do comment!!

RSTRL EPISODE 45...


Scene1:
-------------Armaan-Ridhimma---------------
Armaan and Ridhima are on their bed...Armaan watching a cricket match while Ridhimma reading a book...

Rid:Armaan volume thora kam karo!
Arm:Kam toh hai basket aur kitna kam karon!
Rid:Tum bhi na....(after 5 min) Arey Armaan pata hai kya...aj Manas ke parents Geet ka rishta lene uske ghar jarahe hain!
Arm:Geet? Hey...yeh humare hospital waali Dr.Geet toh nhe?
Rid:Haan! aur Dr.Manas!
Arm:Haan haan...tumhein kaise pata chala?
Rid:Mujhe Maya ne bataya...aj Juhi ne Maya ko phir daanta...woh roh bhi rahi thi!
Arm:(looks at her) KYUN??
Rid:(narrates the whole story)....aur maine kaha ke main Juhi se baat karlongi!
Arm:Toh...tumne baat ki?
Rid:Nhe abhi tak toh nhe lekin haan kal tak karlongi!
Arm:Karna zaroor karna...iss Juhi ka kuch karna parega!!
Rid:Armaan..!!
Arm:Sorry! but still we need to do sumthing...!
Rid:Hmm i guess u are right! lekin kya?
Arm:Mere paas ek plan hai...suno...bzz..bzzz.....
Rid:Are u sure of this?
Arm:Yes m 100% sure....tum dekhna jald humari Pari humare saath hogi!

Scene:2
------------Geet's House-------------
Manas wid his parents has left and our interns xcept Manas who is gone wid his parents start teasing poor Geet.....!!

Maya:Meri pyaari behaniya banne gi dulhaniya...
Nak:Hahaha kitna maza ayega na...
Rani:Haan...Geet...ab aap apne sasuraal jaane ko tayaar hojaiye!!

They all start laughing....

Suddenly the lights go off...

Abhi:Arey yeh light ko kya hogaya?
Rex:Chal dekhte hain....!!

They both stand and are abt to leave when suddenly thr appears a mysterious figure coming frm the door towards them....He stops and speaks up wid his back facing the Interns!

"Rani...Kaash main tumhe bata sakta ke main tumse kitna pyaar karta hoon...meri har subah ki pehli kiran men tum ho...Raat ke andhere ujaalon men tum ho...Main ankhen band karta hoon toh tumhein dekhta hoon...Ankhen kholta hoon toh tumhein dekhne ki khuwaish rakhta hoon...Tum mere saath ho ya na ho main tumhe har pal mehsoos karta hoon...Meri har saans men tum ho...har alfaaz men tumho...har dadhkan men tum ho...dil ki har gehrayi men tum ho...Mera Khuda janta hai ke maine yeh din tumhare bagair kaise guzaare hain...Aur woh yeh bhi janta hai ke main unse zyaada tumse pyaar karta hoon...aur humesha karta rahoon ga....."

A flash of light appears on the Guy's face...


Its Saad....


Everybody staring at him in shock..he moves towards Rani...Rani staring at him....

Saad:"I LOVE U RANI....WILL U MARRY ME...??"

Everybdy staring at them wid open mouths........

Tan:Tu...Tu Rani se...
Nak:...Rani se pyaar karta hai?
Rex:Kab se?
Maya:Tumne humein bataya nhe?
Geet:Kaise yaar? Rani tum bhi?

Saad:(ignoring evrybody) Tumne jawaab nhe diya...Will u marry me?
Rani:(wid tears in her eyes) I..I love u too Saad...Yes...I will marry u!!

Scene:3
--------------Muskaan-Rahul----------
Rahul and Muskaan are watching TV in their bedroom...(or shuld I say fighting over it)

Rahul:.......Dekh Muskaan mujhe match dekhna hai...
Musk:Oye Rahul...Bhaar men gaya tera Match wahaan Tulsi ka accident hogaya hai!
Rah:Abey ismen konsi nayi baat hai...woh toh humesha hota rehta hai...marti toh nhe hai..kuch nhe hoga usse...tu mujhe sukoon se match dekhne de...warna!
Musk:Warna kya haan...remote de mujhe...(she starts snatching the remote from his hand) De....
Rah:Dekh Muskaan lag jayegi...Chor...
Musk:De...
Rah:Chor...
Mus:Chorr...(suddenly she shouts) Awww...Ouch...
Rah:Muskaan kya huwa? Muskaan tum theek toh ho...!!
Mus:Raa..aahull mujhe dard horaha hai...

Suddenly she starts groaning and shouting loudly due to pain....

Rahul gets worried and takes her to the hospital.....

Scene:4
-------------Geet's House--------

Everybdy is sitting round the table with Saad and Rani in the middle......

Nak:Lekin kabse yaar??
Tan:Aur tune humein bataya nhe...Rani!! tum bhi...aisa kaise karsakte ho tum donon humare saath!!(she is literally standing)
Rex:(pulls her bak) Oye Daffo!! Chill! woh bata rahe haina!!
Tan:Tune mujhe Daffo kaha???
Rex:Haan toh?
Tan:Daffo hoga tu! tera baap...tera poora khaandan!! Samjhe!!
Rex:Dekh khaandan pe mat jaa haan!
Tan:Main jaongi...
Maya:(shouts) GUYS PLEASE......YEH KOI TIME NHE HAI LADNE KA....Saad kya waqai tum....
Saad:Haan Maya...M madly in love with Rani...(looking at Rani) Rani! mere parents ne tumhare parents se baat ki hai...aur unhone shaadi ke liye haan kehdi hai! Unka kehna hai ke woh Manas walon ki shaadi ke saath humari bhi shaadi kardenge!!

Rani:(almost crying) Sach Saad!
Saad:Sach(wiping her tears) I LOVE U!
Rani:(hugs him) I LOVE U TOO......


KHUDA JAANE KE MAIN FIDA HOON......
KHUDA JAANE MAIN MIT GAYA,....
KHUDA JAANE YEH KYUN HUWA HAI....
KE BAN GAYE HO TUM MERE KHUDA...!!

Abhi:AHEM AHEM.........(they separate) Sooo....tum dono bhi shaadi karahe ho hmm....
Nak:WoW!! yaani do do shaadiyaan!!
Tan:GR88888!!
Reva:Kitna maza ayega!!

Maya:Yeaa...chalo guys bht der hogaye hain...Geet chal hum beds theek karte hain...
Geet:Haan ChALo!
Tan-Reva:Hum bhi aate hain!

(after the gals leave)

Abhi:Er...chalen Rex..Nak!
Rex:Haan chalo!
Nak:Mujhe Saad se batein karni hai...woh itne dinon baad jo aaya hai...
Rex:Abey chal na...
Abhi:Baad men karna batein...chal...(they both drag Nakkul outta the hall...)

Saad:(luking at Rani) Tum...tum khush nhe ho!
Rani:(wid her head dwn) Nhe...aisi koi baat nhe...
Saad:Meri taraf dekho...(she looks at him) Ab batao...kya baat hai?
Rani:(Cries out) Saad...!!(hugs him)
Saad:K..kYA huwa?(gets confused) Rani...Rani...look at me...(she looks at him) Ab batao kya huwa?
Rani:Saad woh...Woh main...
Saad:Rona band karo...(wipes her tears) Ab batao...kya baat hai?
Rani:Saad woh...M...M pregnant!!(hugs him again)
Saad:(tries to act normal) Rani...Tum pregnant ho?
Rani:Yeh tumhara bacha hai Saad....(luks at him hopelessly...acting lyk a child) Its urz...i promise...Trust me..Main....
Saad:Ssshhh...(puts his hand on her lips) I know...main janta hoon ke meri Rani mere saath aisa nhe karegi...I knw ke yeh tumhare aur mere pyaar ki nishaani hai...
Rani:Saad...Tum...
Saad:Kuch mat kaho Rani...I trust u...Ab humari shaadi hone wali hai...tumhari ankhon men iss waqt khushi ke aanson hone chahiye..na ke gham ke...Main tumse bht pyaar karta hoon...Samjhi...aur main tumhe kissi bhi keemat pe khona nhe chahta!
Rani:(speechless) I love u Saad...i really love u!
Saad:I love u too Rani...

Scene:5
------------Sanjeevani----------

Rahul is here wid Muskaan in the OPT...Anjy operating her....

Atul:Dun worry yaar Rahul...Muskaan ko kuch nhe hoga...

Rahul:.........

After half an hour Anjali comes out....

Rahul:Anjy kya huwA?
Anjy:Rahul tu....
Rahul:Haan main.....??
Anjy:Tu baap ban gaya hai...Cngrats Beta huwa hai!!(hugs him)

Rahul has no words to say...he is dumbstruckd...its like his life is cmpleted....!!!

Rahul:Thnx Anjy,,,
Atul:Cngrats mere bhai!!
Rahul:Thnx yaar...Anjy main Muskaan se mil sakta hoon...?
Anjy:Abhi nhe thora sabar karo...
Rahul:Anjy plzz...
Anjy:Hehe acha jao...she'z waiting for u...over thr!


Scene:6
-----------Geet's house-----------

TERRACE-

Ranbir is sitting and ACTUALLY SMOKING there......suddenly Tanvi comes......

Tan:COUGH COUGH..!!!
Rex:(luks at her and immediately throws away the cigarratte) t...Tum yahaan!
Tan:COUGH...Tum...COUGH...Tum smoke karahe the...COUGH!
Rex:(stands up) n..Nhe toh..kisne kaha?
Tan:Maine apni ankhon se dekha! Sach batao!
Rex:Main nhe karaha tha!
Tan:RANBIR MUJHSE JHOOT MAT BOLO!!
Rex:Haan karaha tha! toh??
Tan:Ranbir! its nt lyk ke tum karahe the...yeh batao ke kyun karahe the?
Rex:Its non of ur business!!
Tan:Ranbir please...U knw ke its a very bad habit...even tum drink bhi karte ho? Kafi dinon se main dekh rahi hoon ke tum bhi weird act karahe ho! Kya baat hai?
Rex:LISTEN TANVI(literally shouting) ITS NON OF UR BUSINESS OKAY...AUR MERA ABHI KOI LADNE KA MOOD NHE HAI...SO PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE!!
Tan:Nhe main tab tak nhe jaongi jab tak tum batate nhe! Temme!
Rex:WILL U STOP INTERFERING IN MY LIFE....YEH MERI LIFE HAI...ISS MEN MAIN SMOKE KARON YAAN DRINK...ITS MY WISH...SO U BETTER KEEP UR BLUDDY MOUTH SHUT AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
(saying this he leaves)

Tanvi is now in a hugeeee state of shock as to wht has happend wid him?? is he gone?? why is he behaving like this..?? He didnt knew wht he meant for her....Hw important his relation was for her...She bursts into tears....

Background:

SAANSEN KHO GAYI HAIN KISKI AAHON MEN...aahon men....
MAIN KHO GAYI HOON JAANE KISKI BAAHON MEN....baahon men....
MANZILON SE RAAHEIN DHOONDTI CHALI....
AUR KHO GAYI HAIN MANZIL KAHIN RAAHON MEN......

Thts all for this week...
Rather small but i hav papers cumin up...soo need time to prepare...will be taking off for sumtime after posting for two weeks!! Mayb in the end of feb!!

Do comment!
Love,
Catherine

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Missing Guides of DMG

Friends,

It was the same February 2008, when I started visiting this Blog as a silent reader frequently.

I could not resist myself from reading the views of many people here. I used to think, how can one be so obsessed with a fictitious story. But then, I realised that even I was one among them. I was attracted so much by the way each member used to write here, from the bottom of his/her heart. That was what made this blog stand above all others.


I thank our Modji for giving us such a nice blog. Whether there has been a good storyline in DMG or not, whether there are bloggers or not, you have always been there for us, from the beginning, as a solid support. We could always express whatever we felt. This blog has really been another family for me. This is what I have always been thinking. Modji, you have been making this blog more beautiful, day after day.



If, at some point of time, one blogger goes missing, we all feel so bad. We miss that person so much. After all, we have not seen their face, we have not talked to them too, but still we are so much attached to each and every person here. It is all because of that person's comments that we are attached to. We are attached to that person's heart and not to the physical appearance. And thus, the internal feelings matter to us a lot. The main bonding that exists between us is DMG and DMG alone. I have been thinking like this, and every other blogger feels like this too. I hope I am right regarding this matter.



For the past two months, many old bloggers have disappeared, for several personal or non-personal reasons. They are busy with their works, or exams. At the same time, DMG had lost its charm. Hardly did the story move forward. The same scenes repeated again and again. But, I could not come to this blog to tell what I felt, because my exams were going on. But, now when I come back to see my old home and my old friends, all have disapeared. I least expected such a change. DMG had lost its charm, and so did our bonding?



But yesterday, I was happy that a few of them did come back to their friends and they commented about DMG. Then I realized that many of them did not comment because they were not happy with the story.


There is really a good storyline in DMG at present. There has been an unexpected twist indeed. But very less members have come back.


Really, friends tell me, is some 'real' discussion going on here about DMG? Of late, have we read anything related to DMG? Have you all forgotten the way we were commenting before? What about the discussions about the story and about the creatives?



Where are the predictions of Anjan and Dia?

I miss you very much here.



Anjan,

we have seen very little of you comments since the end of your FF- I Met Someone.



PSX and Nia,

The blog has almost stopped smiling because of the absence of your comments. You were such a good entertainment for us. Veeru is already here. But were are her Best Friends Jai and Basanthi?



Shikha, as you said, DMG creatives have pulled up their socks. Miss Positive, please take time to come here frequently with your positive Jhanda! Even I do not know which song that was.



Sue, hi…yes, I am also waiting for Nia to talk about Nikitha. Where are your new VMs? Are you still making them?


EDK Queen Niha...after your magnificent FF Story or, rather, i would like to call it DMG Season 2, you too have disappeared...please spend some time with this blog too…but today, your prediction was mind blowing. I too have read the prediction after a very long time. Thank you for such a nice prediction. Keep writing more and more.


Do you all remember that one person named Sanju, was once a very regular member here, caring for each and everyone,and spreading positivism. He was the one who came to help or to clarify most of our doubts regarding DMG, be it before AR united or after they united. When the blog's condition was so pathetic, when Old Ridz, Shilpa Anand was leaving the show, Fight and bitterness were the orders of the day. Didn't his message of Appeal,Unity and Freedom restore peace in the Blog? As far as I am concerned, I joined this blog because I liked his Episode Analyses very much. Everyday, I had so many questions regarding the daily episodes like, Why Armaan did like this or that, why are both of them fighting unnecessarily,... when I used to read his posts regarding Human relationships, I used to get all answers to my questions. This is not only in case of me, but many other bloggers too. Now what has happened?


Have anyone of us, made any attempt to write a post in the blog, when we are sick or if we have been injured badly? Have we taken pain to write a whole post using our left hand, just for the sake of this blog? I have not. I am waiting for your answers. But I can say Sanju has done that.


He has not even been harsh to anyone here. He is the kindest person I have seen in the Blog, giving replies to each and everyone, in a very humble manner, after he recovered from his deadly accident. It is such a cumbersome job to check each and every post written two to three months back, and see whether anybody has addressed any post to him, and then give his reply to all those again, when he came back. The responses were less, but his effort has not been in vain, because we all came to know his real character, his patience to reply everyone, big or small. And today, I can say with cent percent confidence that there is none like him.



All of us were against Niki, except him. He had long back told in his post-"Good Time was Ahead for DMG and his Blog family." Now, we all are liking Nikki for her support to Arman. Nikki and Abhimanyu Modi 's story has started, but not his comments.



Has anybody seen Sanju Corner again? Has it been haunted? Is anybody posting any DMG analysis? Or, is the corner eagerly waiting for its master to come back and start filling up its unused space.



At this point of time, I want to ask, Sanju, what happened? Where are you? I cannot understand your khamoshi when everybody's blood is boiling. Where are your posts? Last time you posted was on Shilpa's Birthday. Even before that, you were not posting anything. Remember, we, the old bloggers, though do not comment regularly, we silently read here. And many of us wait for that day to come when you start commenting regularly. Thank You for being the source of light for us. Thank you for guiding us in the right path regarding DMG, always. Please continue doing so now too. AR are passing such a risky time now. But, I am surprised that you have still not commented anything here.



There are lots and lots of old friends missing here. Ridz,PnP, missy,Niti,Sg,Kittu, Mansi,Mona,Priyanka,Milli,Rohit,Biraj,PAQ,Vroom,Bhrg......the list will never end, but the space will. I just hope everybody understands what I have written, without misinterpreting anything.



My Friends, tell me if I have said anything wrong. I am younger than most of you. So, surely I will correct myself if I have said or done anything wrong.



Thank you for welcoming me back. Yeah, I will be regular for this whole month. I will surely visit this blog frequently and also wait for others, who have read this, old or new, to do the same.



I heartily welcome the new members to this blog. Keep visiting frequently and please express your views about DMG.


Anu

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Lessons - Your Strenth Is In Your Struggle

YOUR STRENTH IS IN YOUR STRUGGLE
AND YOUR POWER IS YOUR PAIN
Thanks rini, cathy, dipika, huda,sookie,sam, dia, krutika for your wonderful comments I gu for u all only I still continue to post them


u have probably hear no pain no gain. Growth always causes pain. Do u realize that yourmuscle will only grow as they tear? When u exercise your muscles especially those u donot normall use u will most likely feel sore in those muscles a day or two later. That because in using those muscles u have actually torn them. The tearing will cause u some pain and your muscle will end up with greater capacity for strength. The next time u see a power lifter lifting heavy weights and just imagine the years of pain he had to go through to be able to lift that weight.
This principle also applies to our character. People with real strength and character are those who have overcome many hardships. The situations we struggle with and overcome can give us strength over time.
We all know people who seem to have everything going well for them and everything they do has silver lining but often we donot know hw they reached that stage of success success is never instant, it is built over time nelson Mandela is a great example of somehow who grew in stature as a result of many years of hardship. He went through incredible struggle yet out of that struggle and he went on to become a great leader
We often look at people who are successful and we think well they haven’t really been through much pain;”
Unfortunately we tend to look at the instant poll or the snapshot of their lives at that point in time. We notice their nice cars their great achievements and their comfortable homes bt we donot see the pain that actually got them there.
U are most likely struggling with real issues right now bt guess wht. Your struggles are going to strengthen u. your strength is in your struggle and your power is in your pain. Your current struggle are going to give u credibility when u overcome them and begin to share your story with others. If there had been no sturrgles there would be no story. If there would be no pain there would be no victory.
M.Scott Peck says ‘it is only because of problems that we grow mentally and spirirually’ through the pain of confronting and resolving problems we learn.
Guys now only 11 lessons are remaning so enjoy full heartedly

(Extract from power principles to rise above adversity
By pat mesiti credit goes to him)

Love u karan
Karan ki dewani mithila

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Kya Pyar Aisa Bhi Ho Sakta Hai - Part 66 - 72

Thanks a lot moderatorji for your support……..

Thanks a lot cathy,kruttika,malik,dipika,diksha,anu,angel,lovy,nirali,akshu,honey for your lovely comments, loved them a lot… hope you are enjoying and are willing to read more……..

Kruttika: so sorry dear maine next update nahi kiya, actually already new post ban chukki thi to may be moderatorji ke liye thoda mushkil ho jaata wo part include karna aur phir iss week ke parts ka bhi saara schedule bigad jaata…. Isliye maine uss din next part update nahi kiya…. Sorry, hope you understand and don’t mind…

Malik: first of all thanks for your lovely comment, hope tum dreamland se bahar aa gayi ho, I can easily understand your feelings aur mujhe seriously nahi pata ki iss duniya mai koi kissi ko itna pyar kar sakta hai……. between don’t worry AR alag nahi honge, ye ff hai hi unke uppar to wo to kabhi alag ho nahi sakte na….

Honey we can surely be friends dear, and welcum also…

Nirali first of all welcum dear, secondly thanks for reading story and your lovely comments……. Hope to see more comments from all of you…….

Akshu, cathy, lovy,angel,anu,diksha,dipika……… thanks a lot for your splendid comments, hope you really liked the parts that much as you had expressed in comments…. Just can say stay tunned,

and this story is still too long, but I can end it if you want…….. coz mai tabhi tak likhungi jab tak aap sab interested honge padne mai, whatever you feel,whatever you want you can comment without any hesitation……… okkk……

URVI, RASHI, POOJA, COOLDOLL, VJ, SONIA, RITU, ANUSHKA, ANKITA…….. where are you??? No comments?????? Why???? Mujhe to laga tha kit um sab valentines enjoy karoge aur phir sweet se comments bhi doge, tum sab ke liye to specially maine wo valentines part edit kiya tha aur upload bhi kiya tha wo bhi 1 din pehle , par tum to gayab hi ho gaye, kyun??????? Acha nahi laga kya valentines part???? Whenever you read this note please do reply…. Miss you all of you…… love you……..


Here goes next parts from part-66 to 72………. Enjoy………



Part-66


Armaan stopped her and hold her hand, she looked at him with filled eyes, then detangle Her hand from him and walked out of the room….

Armaan thinking pata nahi ab aage kya hoga….. kaise sambhalega riddhima ko….

An: (armaan was still thinking) armaan ab yahan hamare sir par kyun khade ho,(rudely) jao na aur apni jaan se pyari (stretching on this line after that start laughing) riddhima ko.. (armaan cut her in between)

A: don't you dare dare speak her name anjali shashank gupta,(in the same tone as that of anjali) aur uske baare mai sochkar ek aur ehsaan karne ki jarurat nahi hai, na hi apna keemti waqt barbaad karne ki jarurat hai, mai hun uske baare mai sochne ke liye…….
(he was about to turn but stopped and looked at shashank)

A: shashank gupta…(shashank was surprised hearing his name like this)

An: tumhe badon se bolne ki tameej nahi hai..… he's the head of this hospital, don't you know how to speak…..

A: (laughed fakely but loudly so as to embarrass her) tameej ohh god… jise khud bolne ki akal na ho wo tameej ki baat kar rahi hai… tumhare muh par ye word bilkul suit nahi karta anjali... rahi baat respect ki to wo sirf unhe dii jaati hai jo iske kaabil ho
Aur dekha jaye to shashank gupta abhi head nahi sirf ek patient hai, to respect karna na karna meri marji it's none of your business….. (anjali makes a face, her pager was also ringing which she was ignoring from last 15 minutes, atlast dr. keerti came)

Ke: dr. anjali pichle 15 min se aapko page kiya ja raha hai aur aapka kuch pata hi nahi hai… wahan patient ki jaan ja rahi hai aur aap yaha aaram se khadi hokar baatein kar rahi hai…. How irresponsible you are….

An: sorry dr. keerti…

Ke: sorry bolne se patient ki tabiyat nahi theek ho jayegi.. jaiye jaakar usse attend kijiye, aur agar kaam karne ka mann na kar raha ho to ghar par baithkar aaram kijiye…. (anjali again said sorry and left the room)

Ke: dr. armaan O.T sharp at 10:30…

A: ji......(and she left)

Armaan turned to shashank…

A: pata hai mujhe bilkul bhi gussa nahi aa raha daya aa rahi aap par. Jisne khud apni,phool jaisi beti jo bahut hi kismat se milti hai usse thukra diya… uss beti ka apmaan kiya, jo aapse itna pyar karti thi jitna shayad duniya mai koi na karta ho, jo aapke liye har roj best wishes mangti thi, jis se aapki takleef bikul sahen nahi hoti thi…. I really feel pity on you, jis beti par aapko garv hona chahiye tha ussi ko rula diya aapne… ehsaan to riddhima ne bahut kiye hai aapki beti par, par kya karein hume ginwane ki adat nahi hai, nahi to aapme aur hum me difference kya reh jayega………

dukh hota hai ki maine kabhi usse kaha tha ki aap jaise pita bahut mushkil se milte hai jo itna pyar karte ho apni beti se, par kya pata tha ki wo pyar nahi ehsaan kar rahe the, kitna kharcha hua hoga aapka usse paalne mai… aapne kahin na kahin to likha hi hoga, aap aisa kijiyega bill banakar mujhe de dena, next day hi aapka saara hissab clear kar dunga..

Sh: mind your tongue dr. armaan… how dare you… mere pyar ki kimmat lagane ki aapki himmat kaise hui…

A: (cutting him in between) pyar.. huh.. (he laughed fakely) kimmat to aapne lagayi hai uske pyar ki, uske vishwas ki…. Pyar mai kabhi ehsaan nahi kiya jaata dr. shashank gupta.. pyar hamesha unconditional hota hai… isse pyar nahi kehte ki tum 20 saal tak kissi ko paalo, uski har khawahish puri karo aur ek din usse keh do humne tujhpar 20 saalon tak ehsaan kiya tha,

Aapko kya laga ki aapne usse adopt kiya, baap ka naam diya, isliye wo ab aapki har baat maane, chahe ap galat ho phir bhi ye kahe nahi aap sahi ho, wo kabhi bhi aapke against na jaaye, kyunki aapne usse apna kar ehsaan kiya tha haina…. Uske pita na hote hue bhi uske uppar bahut kharcha kiya tha….

Maine aapke pyar ki kimmat nahi lagai, aapne khud aapne pyar ki kimmat lagai hai, aapne khud apni parwarish ko paise ke taraju mai tola hai… mai to just wo keemat ada karna chahta hun taaki meri riddhima par kissi ka koi ehsaan na rahe… Itna to uske liye kar hi sakta hun,

mera pyar aapke so called pyar ki tarah nahi hai jo waqt aane par ginwa de ki maine tumhare liye ye kiya tha, tumhare uppar itna kharcha kiya tha, tumhe doctor banaya tha….Kyunki mujhe kabhi ye nahi lagta ki mai ye sab riddhima ke liye kar raha hun, yun lagta hai apne liye kar raha hun…. Aur aap….Khair chodiye kisse pyar ka matlab samjha raha hun…

bass ek baat yaad rakhiyega dr. shashank gupta, ab aapka riddhima ke saath koi relation nahi hai, rahi aapke ehsaan to unki keemat bahut jald aapko mil jayegi, rakhiyega usse sambhal kar.. you are the most unluckiest man, aur dekhiyega ek din aapko apni galti par jarur pachtawa hoga, aap riddhima ke muh se papa sun ne ke liye taras jayenge par tab tak bahut der ho chukki hogi………. (saying this he turned not giving him an opportunity to speak)

shashank mumbles aisa kabhi nahi hoga, pachtana to riddhima ko padega tumse shaadi karke….

Armaan came out of the room… very tensed, heavy hearted… he still doesn't want to believe on what's going on… then realizing that riddhima needs him more this time rather then his beliefs, he should be with her…. He start walking searching for her but didn't find her, not in fire escape, not on terrace…. He was very nervous mumbles kahan ho riddhima tum????

He was passing through the corridor when he saw her walking from the next corridor.. he called her name several times but she didn't listen…. She was completely lost, again and again anjali words were rambling in her mind.... walking very slowly…. Not conscious about what's happening around her…..

Armaan was just few steps away from her when dr. keerti stopped both of them… they were standing on opposite sides and in between dr. keerti…

Ke: dr. armaan O.T mai report kijiye abhi, and dr. riddhima aapko dr. shashank ka case handle karna hai.. aaj se aap unki attending doctor hai…

Armaan was shocked when he heard duty for riddhima, he looked her who was again giving a blank reaction as if she had not heard what she said…

Ke: get back to work… (armaan tried to talk with her but dr. keerti scold him and asked him to go….)

Na chahte hue bhi armaan ko jaana pada…

O.T

Operation was started but armaan was thinking about riddhima, though he was doing his duty afterall it's about patient's life… par uska dil, dimag, aatma riddhima ke pass ghum rahi thi… he was just physically present in O.T and was following the instructions of dr. shubhankar jaise koi kathputli ho.. uski khud ki koi soch na ho…. Jaise first time operate kar raha ho…..

Only for one thing he was waiting i.e the time when operation get over… at 12 o'clock operation was over, armaan just throw his gloves and rushed out from O.T…. again looking for riddhima everywhere but…….

Armaan very worried asked sister lovely about riddhima

Lo: wo to ghar challi gai hai ji, dr. keerti bhi unke baare mai puch rahi thi….

Ke: (cuming from back) dr. armaan aap yahan kya kar rahe hai, jaldi jaiye conference room mai, intern of the month announce hone waala hai… aur ye dr. riddhima kahan hai??

A: mam wo ghar challi gai hai, aur mai bhi aaj ki leave chahta hun plzzz mam..

Ke: what??? Wo inform kiye bina kaise jaa sakti hai?? Kisne unhe permission di??? Aaj to waise bhi unhe intern of the month award milne waala tha… (she mumbled to herself but armaan listened her)

Aur aap dr. armaan aapko leave nahi mil sakti, tum logon ne tamasha bana liya hai, ye hospital hai koi college nahi jahan jab mann kiya bunk kar liya, jab jee chaha hospital aa gaye, aur jab chaha challe gaye… aap doctors ho, responsibility naam ki bhi koi cheez hoti hai par nahi aapko kya matlab inn cheezo se…. dr. armaan aap abhi jaiye conference room mai else rectal examinations for 1 month….

A: ji… (bas yehi keh saka wo)

Ke: aur haan dr. riddhima ko phone karke abhi hospital aane ke liye kahiye..

A: (first armaan thought to call her as she's going to be intern of the month but then realizing that she is not in state to handle her duties and may be she took long time to recover then how will she handlethe duty of monitor, thinking this)dr. keerti plzz it's my humble request aap riddhima ko mat bulaiye she's not well, aap intern of the month kissi aur ko bana dijiye plzzzz mam…..

Ke: aap jaante hai aap kya keh rahein hai dr. armaan…

A: jii dr. keerti….

Ke: par aap itna bada decision riddhima ke bina kaise le sakte hai??

A: believe me dr. keerti yehi riddhima ke liye theek hoga… aur mai janta hun usse bhi koi problem nahi hogi…

Ke: are you sure??? Riddhima ke liye ek bahut badi opportunity miss ho jayegi…

A: mam I'm sure…

Ke: okk aap room mai jaiye mai dr. shubhankar se baat karti hun.. (armaan left)

Conference room…..

Dr. shubhankar was standing on stage greeting everybody, then called one of the trustee to give the intern of the month award.. then he announces intern of the month..

Sh: intern of the month award goes to dr……… dr… dr. armaan malik… please come on stage….

Armaan was not shocked hearing his name coz though very little but he knew that may be this award goes to him……

Armaan goes on stage and collected his award, he was not happy yet giving a fake smile to everyone, anjali was fuming with jealousy…. Everyone congratulated armaan, but he was in hurry, he wants to rum at that time, again dr. keerti stopped him…

Ke: congratulations dr. armaan, aapko pata hai aapke aur riddhima ke scores equal the but as per the rule we have to choose only one doctor for this occasion.. (she looked at him and felt that he's not listening her) kya hua dr. armaan???

A: plzz mam ab ceremony over ho gayi hai, aur jahan tak hai koi extra cases bhi nahi hai to agar aapki permission ho to please half day leave…

Ke: par abhi to party..

A: plzz mam, riddhima's not well, aur ghar par koi bhi nahi hai uske pass… please mammmm…….

Ke: (thinking a bit then understanding his feelings) okkk dr. armaan, par kal sharp 8:30 reception par…. Ab se aap monitor hai 1 week ke liye…

A: ji dr. keerti and he rushed…

Driving his car as fast as possible, with in no time he was at home…


Part-67




Armaan was Driving his car as fast as possible, with in no time he was at home…
He opened the door and straight way rushed into their room….

And as he thought riddhima was in room sitting on bed with her legs bent from knees and her arms were locked around her knees, and her head was lying sideways on her arms and was continuously staring at wall without blinking her eyes…. No thoughts were coming in her mind as if she can't think, she doesn't know what thinking is… she was totally blank from her heart as well as from mind….. or it's better to say that she was still in shock…

Armaan took steps forward and reached near her, he was feeling very dreadful seeing her in this condition…. He took long breathe and move his hand forward… and placed on her shoulder… a tear dropped from her eyes, armaan noticed that she wrapped herself even more tightly in her…. Armaan pulled one chair and settled in front of her eyes… riddhima turned her face….

A: riddhima… (holding her from her shoulders, to which riddhima tried to free herself)

R: armaan………..

A: haan bolo riddhima… (very politely but impatiently)

R: armaan ek waada karoge….

A: huuhhhh..

R: (her face was still on other side, looking continuously at night lamp, without blinking her eyes at once, her eyes got dry) mujhe ye situation khud akele handle karne do, iss baar apna saath na dena, mai iss baar khud sambhalna chahti hun..

A: riddhima ye tum kya keh rahi ho, mai kaise tumhe akela chod sakta hun… bilkul bhi nahi riddhima…. Hum dono ek saath handle karenge sab kuch

R: taaki ek din tum bhi kaho ki maine tumpar kitne ehsaan kiye hai, tumhe pyar karke pehla ehsaan kiya tumpar, tumse shaadi karke dusra ehsaan, tumhare liye ghar banaya, har cheez ki facility di teesra ehsaan aur jab tumhare papa aur bahen ne tumhe apni jindagi se alag kar diya ye kehkar ki hum tujhpar abhi tak ehsaan kar rahe the tab bhi maine hi tumhe sambhala tha ye bhi mera ehsaan tha tumpar…

A: riddhima tum ye kya keh rahi ho???

R: sach hi to keh rahi hun armaan, tumhara bhi jab ek din mujhse mann bhar jayega tab tum bhi mujhe realize karwa doge ki tumne mujhe apna kar ehsan kiya tha….

A: riddhima…

R: (a tear rolled down on her cheek and she looked at armaan, then joined her hands in front of him) please armaan aur ehsan na karo mujhpar, pehle hi mai bahut logon ke ehsaano ke niche dabbi hun, aur nahi, ab to apni saasein bhi bhaari si lagti hai… yun lagta hai jaise wo bhi kissi ne ehsan kiya tha tab chal rahi hai…

apne aap se nafrat ho rahi hai, aaj tak bas sabke uppar bhoj thi ek aisa bhoj jisse sabko jabardasti uthana pada, pehle apni maa ke uppar bhoj thi, unhone mujhe uthakar papa ke ghar phenk kar mujhse chutkara paa liya, phir papa auron ne mujhe 20 saal tak jhela aur aaj unhone bhi apni jindagi se alag kar diya, aur ab tumpar.. tum bhi mujhe sabki tarah apni jindagi se alag kar doge ek din, jaise koi saada (foul) hua tamatar ho….

A: riddhima (shaking her) hosh mai aao… kya keh rahi ho kuch pata hai tumhe??

R: ( she break down in tears) hosh mai hi to aayi hun aaj, abhi tak to shayad sapno ki duniya mai hi gum thi, ek aisi duniya jahan mere liye kahin jagah hi nahi thi… aaj hi to pata challa ki jinhe mai apna manti thi unhone to kabhi mujhe apnaya hi nahi tha…. sirf ehsan kiya tha….

A: riddhima (he moved close to her)

R: nahi armaan mere pass na aana, mai apne aaj se hi ubhar nahi payi hun, ab ek aur dukh jhelne ki himmat nahi hai, nahi hai himmat tumhare muh se bhi wo hi baatein sun ne ki…

A: riddhima mai tumse bahut pyar karta hun… (riddhima cut him in between)

R: pyar… pyar to wo bhi mujhse bahut karte the, har roj mujhe apne pyar ka yakin dilwate the, (she was lost in flashback) agar nani kabhi dii ki side ho jati to wo kehte ki meri side to hamesha riddhima ki taraf rahegi, mere liye teddies laana, meri har khushi ko celebrate karna mere saath milkar…. Aur aaj (again a tear rolled down from her eyes remembering anjali's words) aur aaj ek minute mai sab khatam kar diya, unn 20 saalon ke pyar ko ek jhatke mai ehsan ka naam de diya…… ek minute bhi to nahi laga….. aur sab khatam ho gaya….. pyar huhhh…. Ye unka pyar hi to tha…….

Armaan ko samajh hi nahi aa raha tha ki wo kya bole….

R: armaan mujhe aur pyar nahi chahiye, ye pyar ye saath ki baatein sirf kuch der ki hi hoti hai aur uske baad itna bada jakham de jati hai jiska dard koi marham kam nahi kar sakta, nassoor banke chubhti hai ye baaatein…. Na koi marr sakta aur na koi jee sakta hai.. iss se badiya pyar hi na karo, na pyar hoga na dukh hoga…

A: riddhima….

R: armaan mujhe akela chod do…. Plzzz (she again joined her hands and was crying)

Armaan was not able to decide that what he should do at present but seeing her condition he decided to leave her, wo already hi bahut pareshan thi, wo apni presence se usse aur pareshan nahi karna chahta tha.. so he came out of the room….

Riddhima fall on bed, hiding her face in pillow and was crying out loudly… all the flashback were coming in front of her eyes… starting from her childhood till she attained her degree, then joining sanjeevani……

Where as armaan was coming down very slowly slowly… settled on last stair and leaning his head on the side railing of stairs…. Thinking riddhima kaise uske pyar ko dr. shashank ke pyar se compare kar sakti hai….

suddenly he heard some voice, he looked around and found his image was sitting next to him saying

shayad tum uske dukh, uski takleef ka andaza nahi laga sakte armaan, 21 years bahut mayne rakhte hai kissi ke jeevan mai, bahut keemti hote hai ye saal.. jo apne papa, dii nani ko dekhkar badi hui ho, jiski duniya kabhi apni family se hi sajti thi, jinse shayad usne pyar ka matlab seekha tha agar wo kissi reason ke bina hi usse apne se alag kar de ehsan kehkar to kya beet ti hai shayad nahi jaan sakta, dil ke hajaar tukde ho jatein hai..

sab kuch dhoka sa lagne lagta hai, phir ye sochna ki tum bhi uske saath wohi karoge jo uski family ne kiya hai koi badi baat nahi hai… jab 21 years ke baad uski family usse thukra sakti hai to wo kaise vishwas karle ki tum aisa kuch bhi nahi karoge uske saath, tum to sirf 2 saal se hi uske saath ho………

armaan thinking par hum dono ab husband wife hai, saat phere liye hai humne agni ke samne, kuch kasmein khai hai.. unn sab par se bhi uska vishwas utth gaya… pati patni ka rishta to sabse attut rishta hota hai, sabse pavitra rishta…jisme Saare sukh dukh ka samna milkar karna hota hai.. to usne mujhe apne se alag kyu kar diya, kya wo nahi janti ki wo mere shareer(body) ka aadha hissa hai, wo meri ardhangini hai, kya usse takleef mai dekh kar mai aaram se reh paunga…

hamare aadhe shareer ko koi takleef ho to kya hum chup chap baithe rahenge, kyu wo mujhe apne pass aane nahi dena chahti, kyun wo apna dil kholkar mere samne nahi rakh deti….

his image start speaking…

tum phir usse samajhne mai galti kar rahe ho armaan, aaj hi uska vishwas kaanch ki tarah jameen par gir kar chakna choor hua hai…. Beshak wo aaj duniya mai sabse jayda wo tumse pyar karti hai, par wo apni family se bhi pyar karti thi, agar tum uska pyar ho to pyar ka matlab usne apni family se sikha tha…

uske pyar mai kabhi kami nahi aayegi tumhe lekar, par uske dil mai darr baith gaya hai, darr iss baat ka ki ye jhatka to kissi tarah jhel liya, par agar tumne uske saath kabhi aisa
kuch kar diya to wo to marr hi jayegi…. Aur uske darr ko dur karne ke liye usse tumhare pyar par yakeen dilwana bahut jaruri hai……..

abhi shayad uske liye kuch bhi sochna samajhna bahut mushkil hoga, par tum to soch sakte ho, samajh sakte ho…usse dard ko samjho, aur thoda waqt do.. itne bade jhatke se nikalna koi aasan baat nahi hai…. (saying this his image vanished)

armaan mumbles shayad usse sach mai waqt ki jarurat hai… dekhte hai aur kitne dino tak mujhe khud se dur rakhti hai…. (he took long breathe and after sometime goes in room)

lights were off, armaan knew that riddhima's still awaking but he didn't show this and in that off lights he fall on bed… riddhima back was facing him, around 3 o'clock he was dead to the world, where as riddhima gone to sleep around 5 o'clock….

In morning armaan got up first and switched off the alarm before it starts ringing so as not to disturb her… very quietly he got ready, though he doesn't want to go in sanjeevani yet he has to coz from today he was the monitor… he gave instructions to ramu to serve her food on time and he left…….

The very first thing he did in sanjeevani was the change of duty for riddhima in his duty chart, coz previously dr. keerti asked her to attend dr. shashank, now he changed that duty….

He allotted duties to everyone and then goes on rounds.. like this his whole day passed… in between he had called riddhima several times but she didn't reply… and around 8 o'clock he was at home… ramu told him ki usne subah se kuch nahi khaya hai… he straight way goes in room…

A: riddhima tumne kuch nahi khaya subah se??? (lovingly, though he want to scold her but himmat hi nahi hui uski)

R: mujhe bhuk nahi lag rahi thi isliye…

A: riddhima kal maine tumse ek waada kiya tha aur aaj tum mujhse ek waada karo ki tum khana time par khaogi… mujhe pata hai ki tum bahut pareshan ho par khana na khane se tumhari pareshani kam nahi ho jayegi… aur khane se kaisi naraajgi…. Waada karo.. (he moved his hand forward)

R: (clearing her tear) okkk…..

armaan was just feeling helpless, kitni ajeeb baat thi uski jindagi uske saamne ro rahi thi aur wo uske aansoo bhi nahi punch sakta tha… he rushed out of the room saying mai tumhara dinner uppar bhijwa deta hun… cuming out from room he leaned against wall and mumbles kya karun mai??? Kaise yakeen dilwaun usko mai uska dil kabhi nahi dukhaunga….. wo meri jindagi hai aur apni jindagi ko aise tut te hue kaise dekh lun aapne aankhon ke samne….(he closes his eyes tightly) kya karun????

After sometime he came down and asked ramu to make plate for her, and he put one tablet in vegetable as he knew that she has headache, if he directly ask her to take than may be she won't take it, kahin usse phir na lage ki wo uss par ehsan kar raha hai that's why…

That night riddhima gone to sleep at 11 due to medicine, next morning again armaan got up and after getting ready gone to sanjeevani….

During briefing session when he allotted duties to everyone, he was surprised to her riddhima's voice..

R: aur meri duty????

A: (turned back surprisingly) tum???? (then looking around)I mean general ward…

When everyone left armaan want to ask her, but before he could ridhima answered him..

R: armaan mai apni personal life ki parchai apni professional life par nahi padne dena chahti… apne karan apne patients ko nahi suffer karwa sakti.. isliye… ab mai chalti hun..
(saying this she left)


part-68




armaan was looking at her continuously till she was vanished from his eyes completely… he blinked his eyes on his pager tone after reading message he left….

After doing general check ups armaan was ready to take rounds and started with I.C.U, he had taken rounds around whole sanjeevani, last was the general ward, he was on the verge to enter in general ward but then he back off… himmat hi nahi hui uski andar jaane ki, he stood outside the ward and start looking in through the glass….

Riddhima was standing straight in front of his eyes, checking patients…. Bilkul badal gayi thi wo inn 2 dino mai, jiske chehre par hamesha ek smile rehti thi aaj uska chehra itna murjhaya hua tha, eyes red ho gai thi… bilkul emotions se dur, koi bhi feeling uske chehre se nahi jhalak rahi thi, jaise koi robot ho, wo saare kam to kar sakti hai par feelings, emotions kya hotein hai usse na pata ho….

Armaan uski aankhon se uske dil ko padna chahta tha jinme shayad kuch questions the jiske answers ki taalash thi usko… shayad kuch question wo kismat se puchna chahti thi aur kuch khud se, par jitna unke answers ko dhundne ki koshish karti utna hi wo unse dur ho jati…

Armaan ke dil se pata nahi kab aawaj aayi

TERI BECHAINI KA, TERI TANHAYI KA
EHSAS HAI MUJHKO SUN…..

Armaan found his soul walking slowly near her, then stop in front of her eyes, hold her from her arms, looking deep in her eyes…. And ask a question with his eyes

MAI JO SAATH TERE HUN, PHIR TUJHE HAI KAISA GAM
DARD BAANT LENGE HUM SUN……

A tear dropped from her eyes, his soul clears that tear, and holds her face with his hands….

INN PALKON PE KHUSHIYON KA SAPNA SAJANA HAI…

in between there was a very small incident that took place which armaan missed to notice….

That was riddhima's uneasiness…… kitni ajeeb baat hai riddhima hardly knows that armaan is looking at her and she was totally lost in her own thoughts yet her heart was beating little fast, pata nahi kyun bahut bechain thi….. though anjali words keep on haunting her yet that time one voice was louder than anjali's word… that was the voice of armaan……

she was feeling as if her name is again and again called out by armaan… though he was not present there but she was feeling as if he's standing very very near to her, she again and again look in that direction where his soul was standing, at once she raised her hands in air coz that time his presence was so deep that she couldn't stop herself, she became aware of the surroundings when her patient start coughing…… but her eyes again and again searching him coz she was too sure that he's very near to her, difference is that she's not able to look him…… her pager start ringing so she left from there……

agar armaan ne ye chotta sa incident note kiya hota to shayad usse pata chalta ki itni problems mai uljhe rehne ke baad bhi riddhima uske ehsas ko mehsus kar sakti hai, uski dil ki aawaj sun sakti hai….

Armaan came in present when he felt that some one is calling his name again and again, he turned to look and found one ward boy standing..

W.B: dr. armaan ye aapke liye… (and he gave one note to him)

Armaan was in no mood to react over this, so he took the letter and as soon as ward boy left, he without looking throw that letter in dustbin…and looked her again but she was nowhere, he start searching her…

On the other hand dr. keerti asked riddhima to check one patient who was 10 years old, her name was priya…

R: kya problem hai isse??? (asked to her father)

Fa: doctor iska bukhar 1 hafte se uttar hi nahi raha, bahut ilaaj karwaya par koi assar(effect) nahi hua…

R: aap ghabraiye mat mai abhi check kar leti hun…. (after checking) priya ka blood test karwana hoga, uss se hi fever ka main cause pata challega…

Pr: papa mai sui nahi lagwaungi, bahut dard hota hai….

R: nahi beta bilkul dard nahi hoga… (she took priya with her, she started crying saying mai nahi lagwaungi, one nurse hold her and riddhima took blood… she was crying very loudly, her father came in and took her in his lap, pampering her with love, giving toffees…)

Looking them riddhima's eyes got filled… she asked priya's father to collect reports after 2 hours, and left the room…. Armaan was coming from that way, he looked at riddhima, after looking her deeply he realized that she was crying… he was trying to understand
what happened to her, then the same person playing with her daughter came out of the
room then getting the reason behind her tears, he wanted to console her but
Before that one ward boy stop him and gave him letter…. Armaan looked him angrily ward boy got scared though a little and

Wb: ye aapke liye hi hai to aapke pass hi launga …

A: dustbin mai phenk do (angily and making a ball of that letter) par mere pass nahi aani chahiye…. Samjhe…. (ward boy nodded and left)

On the other side riddhima was walking helplessly, remembering incidents how her father used to pamper her, she also used to scared with injections, her father who was himself a great doctor never injected riddhima kyunki wo riddhima ko kabhi pain mai dekh hi nahi sakte the…….

Once they had injected her, riddhima as usual shouting loudly, in this process she was injected elsewhere and it start bleeding… riddhima to ro hi rahi thi, saath mai uske papa bhi rona shuru ho gaye kyunki riddhima ko pain ho raha tha…. then smriti, his wife said aapko dekhkar koi keh sakta hai ki aap itne bade doctor ho,har roj itni badi badi surgeries karte ho aur apni beti ka jara sa khoon dekh kar darr gaye, jitna aap ro rahe ho itna to riddhima bhi nahi ro rahi… and she start laughing, riddhima gave her company too…….

A smile played on her lips when that incident came in front of her eyes, but soon came in present and her smile again changed in tears… (she was on terrace)

She settled down on her foot, with her legs bent from knees…and shouts (though her voice was lower) nahi wo sab dhoka nahi ho sakta…. Haina bhagwanji (looking at sky) aap to sab jaante hai na, aapko to sab pata hai…. Itna koi dikhawa nahi kar sakta… wo mujhse bahut pyar karte the…. unka pyar pyar tha ehsan nahi tha…….. haina… aap chup kyun hai.. boliye na…

To ab unke pyar ko kya ho gaya, kaise unhone mujhe khud se alag kar diya, mai to unki sabse pyari gudiya thi na…… aisa kya kar diya maine jo wo itne naaraj hai…. Kya mera kasoor ye hai ki maine Ek aise insaan se shaadi ki jis se mai bahut pyar karti hun aur jo mujhse bahut pyar karta hai…. Kya ye itni badi galti thi ki unhone apne jindagi se alag kar diya……..

(her voice lowers down) kaise unhe samjhaun ki jo maine decision liya tha wo bilkul sahi tha,apni parvarish par to itna yakin kar lete ki unki beti ne itna bada decision aankhein band karke nahi kuch soch samajhkar hi liya hoga, ….

maine socha tha ki shaadi ke baad mujhe khush dekhkar wo armaan ko lekar apni galat fehmi dur kar lenge, unhe realize ho jayega ki mujhe armaan jitna pyar koi aur nahi rakh sakta, par sab………
(through out she was crying…..) kaunsa chehra sach hai aapka, jo 20 saal se tha ek pyar bhara, laad dulaar se bhara chehra ya jo aaj hai jiss chehre se nafrat ke alava kuch aur
najar na aata ho… (she holds her hair and start crying with little sound) kaun jawab dega mere inn sawalon ka…. Mai pagal ho jaungi….. ehsan….. adopted……… kya sach hai kya jhoot???????? (put her head on her knees….)

armaan who was looking her from a distance, little moves near her but then taken aback.... thinking wo andar andar jal rahi hai, uljhi padi hai aapne aap mai, dil ka bhoj halka karna chahti hai par kaise kare, kiss se kahe dil ki baat…. Armaan uske pass jaana chahta tha, usse gale laga kar yakeen dilwana chahta tha ki wo uske saath hai hamesha….. par na wo uske pass ja sakta tha, na dur reh sakta tha….
ja isliye nahi sakta tha kyunki riddhima uski baaton par abhi shayad yakin na kar pati jab 21 years se saath rehne wale saath chod sakte hai to wo kaise yakin kar le ki armaan uska saath nahi chodega…. He was still in his thoughts..

riddhima's pager start ringing, armaan hides at the back of wall.. riddhima clear her tears and walked down……

Like this their whole day was gone…. At 10 o'clock they returned back, after having dinner retired to their room… talking only the necessary things.. rest all the time silence was maintained between them…….. after sometime they put off the lights….

In midnight around 2-2:30….some light voice hits in armaan's ear… he first ignored it coz he was in very deep sleep but then he realized that it was the voice of riddhima…. She was weeping… he immediately opened his eyes, then switch on the night lamp….

Pulled riddhima towards his side,(from the last 4 days she was sleeping making a little distance away from armaan and her back always face him)

A: riddhima kya hua????? (looked at her face, from her eyes tears were coming out and it was closed)

Riddhima gave no reply, he again asked but she didn't reply…. Her lips were little moving, armaan didn't understand, he moved his ear more close to her lips and she was mumbling armaan tum bhi mujhe chod doge na, mai jis se bhi bahut pyar karti hun wo sab mujhe chod jaatein hai, tum bhi sabke jaise hi ho na,

He realized that she's sleeping and in dreams she's saying all this…….. riddhima hold his one of the arm tightly that was on her shoulder and again mumbles mujhe kabhi chodke na jaana, mai marr jaungi… mai marr….. (from her eyes tears were falling)

Armaan quickly fold her in his arms tightly and mumbles oh my princess…. (his grip tightens more and kissed on her hair, she was so deep in her dreams not feeling that she was in armaan's arms, where as armaan was little satisfied somewhere in heart coz after that case he was hugging her for the first time… he wants to console her, waiting for this moment since long…. Though partially yet this moment came, he doesn't want to leave her)

His eyes got moist, he again looked at her, again a tear fall from her eyes, his heart aches…. (clears that tear)

When he felt that she's relaxed now and she stopped mumbling, armaan took his arms back and put off the light, pulled blanket and hold her hand,he went to sleep…

Next day in sanjeevani was quiet ok than the previous day, atleast the whole day she didn't cry, nor she smiled…. Whenever she got time she directly goes in fire escape…. Rohit, nikita asked armaan that why she don't spend time with them, what happened to her, armaan skips from that question…

When they were coming back, armaan asked her seaside challein, riddhima nodded… actually armaan wants to spend a little time with her with a hope that may be there she wud feel better….

With in few minutes they were on beach…. Started walking. Both were silent and the atmosphere was also silent…. Hardly they walked for five minutes, riddhima put hands on her ears, settled down on feet and started crying…… armaan also settled down and raised her face with his hand from her chin….

A: kya hua riddhima???

R: (looking him) armaan mujhe yahan se le challo, ye chuppi (silence) mujhe maar dalegi, mujhe kissi aise atmosphere mai jaana hai jahan itna shor ho ki mere dil ki aawaj mere kaano mai na pahunch paye….

A: riddhima tum ro mat, (clearing her tears) hum chalte hai… (holds her from her arms… riddhima first want to put her head on his shoulder but stood up and ran towards car)

Armaan mumbles kaise tujhe yakeen dilwaun……

Dil mai teri chahat ke siwa kuch nahi,
Zindagi mai teri ibadat ke siwa kuch nahi,
Socha tujhe tohfe mai kya dun,
Mere daaman mai to tere pyar ke siwa kuch bhi nahi………..

He smiled fakely, shaked his head thinking how much he's changed, he moved towards car, where riddhima was sitting with closed eyes and her head leaning on seat… armaan starts car and moved towards house coz she was surely not in position to rove…. And that ends with their day………





Part-69



Next day

Till evening everything was going okk… since 5 days armaan was allotting duties so he always try to keep away riddhima from anjali, they'd not faced each other after that case, infact anjali didn't even know that riddhima's coming in sanjeevani… around 6 o'clock riddhima was collecting reports from path lab, when she was coming out, anjali came from front holding blood of one patient…. She looked at riddhima…

An: ohh tum abhi tak sanjeevani aati ho, mujhe to laga tha ki itni insult ke baad shayad tum ye shehar se bhi dur challi gai hogi….ohh mai kaise bhul sakti hun ki tumhe to sharam aati hi nahi..

R: diii…. (little louder and looked her with little anger)

An: (louder such that all the people around start looking them) ohh shut up tumhe kaha tha na ki mai tumhari bahen nahi hun, mere papa ne sirf tumhe godd liya tha, tum to sach mai hi apne aapko meri bahen samajhne lagi aur sach to ye hai ki tumhara mere saath koi comparison nahi hai….. ek aisi ladki jo ehsaan(she stopped when she heard armaan's voice)

A: anjali… (in a much louder tone, riddhima ran and little stopped near armaan, looked him with filled eyes and then rushed from there ) mind your tongue dr. anjali……. Ehsan… ehsan to shayad tum riddhima ka kabhi chukka nahi paogi… usne to tumhare liye apna carreer, apna sapna daav par laga diya tha…. (anjali got little scared ki kahin ye sachai sabke samne aa gai to kuch problem na ho jaye…..)

A: kya hua ye chehre par darr kaisa hai dr. anjali… kya aapne kuch aisa galat kaam kiya tha jiske khul jaane ka darr lag raha hai aapko…….

An: yahan sabke saamne tamasha banane ki jarurat nahi hai armaan, ye ek hospital hai…

A: (laughed fakely) tamasha… jisne auron ki life ka tamasha bana diya ho wo ye keh rahi hai…. Wahhh……….

An: armaan you are..

Ke: (coming from back) dr anjali ye kya ho raha hai???? Kya aapko pata nahi ki ye ek hospital hai… aur aap sab.. yaha koi fancy dress competition nahi chal raha jo khade hue hai, (go back to your work, everyone was shocked on what happened few minutes back and started talking in ears and dr. keerti entered in path lab, anjali looked angrily at armaan )

Armaan dragged her from her hands and make his way towards terrace…

An: ye kya batmiji hai armaan…. (but armaan didn't answer..)

Terrace………

A: (leaving her hand angrily and in loud tone) aakhir tumhari problem kya hai anjali…. Kyun hume akela nahi chod deti…

An: riddhima….. she is my problem, I can't tolerate her presence aur uski shaadi…….

A: (in the same tone) chod do ye hospital, thodi si shanti bhi ho jayegi iss hospital mai… riddhima to kahin nahi jaane wali, wo yehi par rahegi aur by the way shaadi usne ki hai, tumhe kyu problem ho rahi hai….

An: mujhe problem nahi hoyegi… uski wajah se mere papa pareshan rahe 4 dino tak, meri nani ne jinki beti ka khoon meri ragon mai dod raha hai… uss riddhima ki wajah se unhone mere papa par haath uthaya kyun wo unhe uski shaadi mai jaane se rok rahe the….

Uski wajah se ek din mere papa ki aankhon mai aansoo the… mujhe problem nahi hogi???? Uske kaaran papa mujhe hamsha ignore karte the, mujhe daant te the, jo unki asli beti thi, mujhe kitni hi baar uske samne niche dikhaya gaya, har baar mujhse ache marks, har baar mujhse aage..... mujhe to wo kabhi bhi pasand thi hi nahi, aur mujhe uss se problem nahi hogi????

Are kitne naazo se paal poss kar bada kiya tha usse kya sirf isliye ki badi hoye aur unke muh par chanta maarke chal de…… cheeee ghinn aati hai mujhe ki mai uss jaisi ladki ke saath pali badi hui hun, kabhi usse behan samajhne ki galti kar di thi, par paraya khoon paraya hi rehta hai… (armaan wants to cut her in between but stopped, coz he wants to know whats going on in her mind)

Aaj kal ke jamane mai kaun kissi paraye ko apnaata hai, aur agar apnata bhi hai to koi itna pyar nahi deta, itna paisa nahi kharchta kissi aur ke khoon par….. itne ehsan kiye the uss par… par usne ek baar bhi nahi socha…. Madamji uthi aapka haath pakda aur chalti bani… itne saalon se jis baap ne paala uski koi ahmiyat nahi…. ab to papa ko bhi guilty hoti hai ki unhone uski wajah se apni sagi beti ko neglect kiya…

Marr na jaati agar tumse shaadi na karti… dudh peeti bachi to hai nahi, aur last year usse pata chal gaya tha ki wo adopted hai, tab bhi papa ne usse kabhi realize nahi hone diya… kya papa ki khushi ke liye wo jahan keh rahe the wahan shaadi nahi kar sakti thi, kya challa jaata uska……

A: you mean apne pyar ko bhulkar kissi aur se shaadi kar leni chahiye thi???

An: pyar (she laughed)jiska nasha bahut jaldi uttar jayega uske sir se… aur koi badi baat na hoti agar wahan shaadi kar leti to, papa jab uske liye itna kar sakte the to kya wo papa ke liye shaadi nahi kar sakti thi, itni chotta sa sacrifice nahi kar sakti thi????

A: matlab wo samjhota karti haalat se, apne saath saath 2 jindagi aur kharab kar deti ek uss ladke ki jiss se uski shaadi hoti kyunki uski har dhadkan mai armaan bassa hai to wo usse to kabhi bhi apna na pati, uski jindagi to kharab hui, aur idhar meri kyunki mai apni life mai uske alava kissi aur ko imagine nahi kar sakta… aur ek uski khud ki…. Aise tumhe bahut shanti mil jaati na, beti saara din pareshan rehti, apni shaadi se khush na hoti par baap ko iss cheez ki khushi rehti ki usne meri marji se shaadi ki hai… wahh kya
Philosophy hai dr. anjali aapki……..

An: yahan koi film nahi chal rahi hai real life hai, aur tum koi heer ranjha nahi ho jo ek dusre se alag hoke marr jaate…. usse pata hona chahiye tha ki usse pyar karne ka hak bilkul bhi nahi hai kyunki wo adopted hai…… usse pata hona chahiye tha ki uski life ab papa ki amanat hai……… par kya karein jiske khoon mai hi bemani (armaan raised his voice)

A: stop it anjali.. bas that's enough….. ab tum chup chap meri baat suno…. Pehli baat riddhima ne har jagah beti hone ka farz bakhubi nibhaya hai, kaha uss ne dr. shashank ki expectations puri nahi ki, pehle college tak wo topper rahi, uske baad ek achi doctor, ek achi human being…. Kahan uss ne dr. shashank ka sir nicha kiya… aisi betiyan bahut kam milti hai…….. ab khud ka hi example le lo, tum kehti ho na ki tum unki asli beti ho to batao tumne kya kar diya unke liye aaj tak, riddhima ne to beti na hokar saare farz nibha diye jo normally ma baap apne bachon se chahte hai par tumne to kuch bhi nahi kiya…. Tum me to dr. shashank ka khoon hai na, itne bade doctor ki beti aur kuch bhi nahi…

Sach kaha tumne riddhima tumhari bahen ho hi nahi sakti, actually tum kahi lie hi nahi karti uske aage, riddhima ko tumse compare karna matlab uski insult karna hoga…. Aur dr. shashank unke to kya kehne, khud 2-2 baar love marriage kari to koi problem nahi, par agar riddhima ne kar li to sir par pahad utha liya…. Kyun?????? Kyunki tumne usse adopt kiya hai, tumhe aisa lagta hai ki usse khareed liya… jaisa tum chaho waisa wo kare.. jaise uske khud ke emotions nahi hai, agar ho bhi to unhe kuchal de… kyunki tum logon ne bahut ehsan kiye hai uss par……..

agar sach much apna maante hote to usse khush dekhkar tum bhi khush hote, aur kabhi keemat na mangte uss se apni parvarish karne ki………kyunki pyar koi tit for tat nahi hota…….

An: mere itne bure din nahi aye ki pyar ke baare mai uss se sikhun jiske liye pyar khud ek khel ho….

A: anjali to be very frank mujhe pehle tumpar bahut gussa aa raha tha par ab daya aa rahi hai, actually tumhare pitaji par bhi… kyunki tum dono ne apni nasamjhi ki wajah se ek aise hire ko kho diya jisse paane ko sab taraste hai… aur mai pyar ke baare mai kya jaanta hun ye mujhe tumhe batane ki to bilkul jarurat nahi hai… aur kiske pyar ka nasha kab uttarta hai ye bhi hum dekh lenge….. tum bhi yehi ho, hum bhi yehi hai aur waqt bhi aapke samne hai…….. dekhte hai hamare pyar ka bhoot kab uttarta hai, uttarta hai bhi ya nahi ya aur chadta hai… let's see………….
Ab jab riddhima aur tumhara koi relation hi nahi raha to plzz leave her alone..

An: (cutting him in between) to usse sanjeevani na laaya karo, kyunki mujhe wo jab bhi milegi usse yaad karwana nahi bhulungi ki hamare usspar kitne ehsaan hai… mai uski aankhon mai aansoo dekhna chahti taaki usse papa ke dard ka pata challe…….

A: (interrupting her) I promise you……

An: kyaa??? Ki usse sanjeevani se bahut dur le jaoge??? Shayad yehi uske liye theek hoga…

A: I promise you ki uske aansoonon ko khushiyon mai badal dunga, aansu kya, dukh ko uske pass nahi aane dunga, jahan dukh hoga wahan riddhima nahi hogi, jahan riddhima hogi waha dukh khud bhaag jayega…….. dekhna tum jitna riddhima ko rulane ki koshish karogi, utna hi wo hasti hui najar aayegi… uski hassi tumhare kaano mai kaanto ki tarah chubhegi,….

An: (cutting him) aisa kabhi nahi ho payega….. wanna bet????

A: yahan koi jua ya koi game nahi chal rahi jiske liye shartein rakhi jaaye, bet lagakar mai riddhima aur apne pyar ki insult nahi karna chahta…….. mere liye riddhima aur uski hassi bahut keemti hai, uske liye mai kuch bhi kar sakta hun aur karke bhi dikhaunga you just wait and watch…. Aur haan yaad rakhna ki wo akeli na thi,na hai aur na rahegi….. mai uske saath hamesha milunga uska saaya bankar….
Mujhe nahi pata tha ki hamari dosti ka end iss tarah hoyega, anyways…. (he left from there)

It's 8 o'clock, riddhima had already left coz she was not able to face the people, everyone was coming to her and again n again asking the same question….dr. riddhima kya aap adopted hai, kya aap dr. shashank ki asli beti nahi hai??? Aap unhe kaha se mili thi??? Aapke maa- baap kaun the??? unhone kyun aapko chod diya????? she was not in condition to answer so she left……..armaan was shocked after knowing that the whole hospital knew about her adoption.…

Anyways he signed the register and proceed towards car… thinking riddhima tumhe ye situation face karni hi hogi, jitna bhagogi darr ke utna hi tum isme jakadti jaogi par agar face karogi to khud sab shaant ho jayegai……

he reached home, all the lights were off…he looked for riddhima in room but she was not there, he straightway goes on terrace, where she was standing looking at sky…. Armaan moved towards her and stood next to her…. Placed his hand over her hand and looked at her whose eyes were closed and continuously tears were falling…. Riddhima opened her eyes as soon as she felt his touch and clear her tears…. She turned to go, when start moving…..

A: (still standing in that position)

Zindagi yun loota dun, ek baar muskura de,
(riddhima stopped )

kuch nahi mera sab kuch teri ek hassi ke aage,
(armaan turned back and start moving)

aankhon ki ye nami tere gam ye sabhi…
(he stopped in front of her and looked her deeply)

aaja dede mujhe meri jaan.. aa aa aa kareeb aa..
(riddhima also looked at armaan, a tear fall from her eye as though trying to believe on his words, her hand at once raised but then she again start moving taking a slight curve)

Sach kahunga mai tera saath dunga mai, koi mushkil ho sab kuch sahunga mai,
(as soon as she crossed armaan, he hold her hand, a tear dropped from his eyes too, this was the very first time after the case that his eyes dropped a tear, he pulled her little back and placed his head on her shoulder)

raaste faasle keh rahe sun bhi le ab saath challunga mai..
(put arms around her waist and hold her tightly, riddhima too closed her eyes, placing her hands over his hands, she wants to remove his hands but felt helpless, himmat hi na ho jaise usme, wo bhi to uske utna hi kareeb rehna chahti thi, par….)

Aa tujhe pyar dun, jindagi waar dun, tere kadamo mai rakh dun ye jahan… aa aa aa kareeb aa….
(he moved her in a way that they are now face to face, armaan hold her face with both of his hands.. riddhima placed her hands on his hands and moved them down)

Kho diya khudko, maine tujhko paaya hai, aaj ye hotton pe aaya hai..
(riddhima start walking very slowly slowly, so as armaan, they were walking like riddhima, in between one dinning table then armaan, armaan was taking back steps looking at her continuously)

deewangi ne teri meri jaan mujhko bhi aashiq banaya hai…. hai mera sach yehi tu meri jindagi tu meri hasratton ka jahan……..

(first armaan take few steps back saying the words, then stopped and points her with his fingure and with eyes tried to make her believe that each and every word is true, I luv you so much, tum hi meri jindagi ho… mai tumhe kabhi chodke nahi jaunga…)

he stopped……… and riddhima also stopped and looked at armaan with filled eyes….



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he stopped……… and riddhima also stopped and looked at armaan with filled eyes….

R: armaan…. (armaan looked her)

R: armaan….. (she took steps in his direction,armaan was looking her with killing eyes)

Armaan also took steps in her direction, he felt her walking as if she was very uncomfortable, as if she was drunk….

A: riddhima dhyan se…… (usse lag raha tha jaise wo gir jayegi)

Riddhima was hardly 1-2 steps back from armaan when she lost balance and fall on armaan, her head bumped into his chest… (she was half conscious and mumbles I luv you armaan…. And moved her one arm around his shoulder, then closed her eyes, a smile played on his lips,hugged her tightly but then he realized that she was not in senses…)

He called her name several times but no reply, he took her in his lap and came down, little worried, he put her on bed, then checked her nerves… she had fever though not too high and may be due to stress she was fainted….. armaan took out medicine then settled on bed thinking ab isse tablet kaise dunga??? (then got some idea)

He goes down and washed his hands, then took spoon and bowl that was half filled with water…. Then again goes in room…. First he tried to wake her up, but she didn't reply, atlast armaan took spoon and little filled it with water, then put tablet in it and start pressing it with one of his fingures, so that the tablet whole mixes in it…..

Ab usse phir confusion ho gai, ki wo riddhima ke muh mai ye daale kaise, he gave light slaps on her face and asked her to open his mouth but…… then he little stretched her lips, and thanked god that atleast she'd not crossed her teeth, he put spoon in her mouth that had medicine as if she was a 1 month baby… then thinking ki uska muh ka taste kadwa ho gaya hoga, he put 4-5 spoons of water in her mouth, then some crystals of sugar so that her mouth remained sweet……

Anyways after changing his clothes, he also settled on bed, then put off the lights....

Next morning

Riddhima was still sleeping, armaan checked her fever still it was there, he called dr. keerti for leave, but dr. keerti asked him to come coz today was the last day of his monitor…. And one case he has to handle but she granted leave for riddhima….. so armaan got ready, then kissed on her forehead and mumbles in her ears mai jaldi aane ki koshish karunga… take care, I'll call you……. A little smile played on her lips though she was in dreams……. Ohhh god armaan just want to hold it, he missed that smile so
much… 6 days, long time….. he caressed her cheeks for once, not want to leave her but…

sanjeevani…….

After handling one case armaan was relaxing in canteen, he took out his cell and dialed her number, first time she didn't picked the call, second time when he dialed he listened her cell's ringtone, he was very surprised and start looking around… and found her standing on door…. Armaan stood up at once thinking if he's not seeing a dream, still her face was down coz today all were behaving very differently with her… in everyone eyes there was something that was hurting riddhima, she came near him….

R: armaan tum mujhe ghar kyun chod kar aaye????

A: (without answering her question, first checked her fever) tum yahan kyu aayi, maine dr. keerti se tumhare liye leave le li thi, tumhari tabiyat…

R: (cutting him in between) bilkul theek hai aapki daya se, jo tumne medicine di thi bahut effective thi…

A: tumhe kaise pata…

R: (again cutting him) medicine, bowl, spoon, sugar sab..

A: (cutting her) bed par pade the….

R: (nodded, then) thanks armaan….

A: agar iss thanks ki jagah smile mil jati to jayda acha lagta… (riddhima lightly smiled, so as armaan)

Armaan ordered some breakfast, when waiter serve the food, he gave riddhima a very different look, bahut hi ajeeb si… riddhima tried to read his eyes but remained unsuccessful…. It's a quiet intolerable situation for her…. Anyways they had breakfast, still they had half hour, in between rohit nikita also came there,

Ni: riddhima tum yahan??? (hugging her) kitne dino baad najar aayi ho cafeteria mai, pata hai tere bina bilkul maaja nahi aata tha, armaan bhi kitna chup chup rehta tha, bas haath mai glass ki kami thi nahi to devdas ko bhi piche kar diya tha isne, kitna bore ho jaate the tere bina…. Aur tujhe hua kya tha???? kyun hume itna ignore karti thi huhhh……

A: are yaar itne dino baad uss se mile ho, kya bekar ki baatein lekar baith gaye, kuch achi baatein karo…. Tum aisi gandi gandi baatein karte the na, tabhi wo tumhe ignore karti thi…. (armaan nahi chahta tha ki wo apne past mai phir jaye… aaj uska mood previous days se halka sa acha tha, he didn't want to spoil it.. lets see if it does happen)

Ni: acha kabhi hume riddhima se baat to karne deta nahi hai, khud ki juban band ho to hum baat karein na, actually wo hume nahi tujhe ignore kar rahi hogi, afterall bechari ki patience kabhi na kabhi to jawab degi hi na…… god knows kaise tumhe jhelti hai… (riddhima smiled after hearing their conversation, armaan was feeling on the top of the world, their conversation remained continued and riddhima was smiling….)

After 15 minutes anjali also came there, riddhima smile vanished a little, armaan noticed that, he hold her hand, and asked her to relax from eyes….

Anjali remained talking with rohit, and nikita, in between if rohit or nikita asks anything to riddhima, mostly armaan replies…. Rohit asked for one file to which armaan replied that it's with him… this time anjali speaks up….

An: kya baat dr. armaan dr.riddhima ne aapko apna naukar appoint kar liya hai kya??? (riddhima's expression changes, anger can be seen on her face) shayad wo aajkal bahut busy rehti hai bolne ka bhi time nahi mil pata to unhone socha aapko hi naukar…

R: (standing up from chair and in anger) shut up di.. anjali gupta… (anjali was shocked coz for the first time she was calling her name) don't you dare to speak his name….(pointing fingure to her…)

An: (balancing ) kyun kya hua?? Sach hi to kaha hai… jaise wo tumhari taraf se bol raha hai to kissi ko bhi ye lagega ki…

R: (cutting her) kissi ko bhi ye lagega ki wo mujhse bahut bahut pyar karte hai, itne ache se jaante hai mujhe ki mere bina bole hi mere mann ki baat ya jo bhi mera jawab hoga sabko bata sakte hai…. baat wohi rahegi, jawab wohi rahega dono ka to kya farak padta hai, Mai bollun ya armaan……..

An: oh I see…. Wo tumse pyar karta hai my foot…. Usse apne alava kissi aur se matlab nahi hai, intern of the month award ke liye tumhe select kiya gaya tha, par tum ghar challi gai to armaan ne mauke ka fayda uthate hue dr. keerti se tumhare bina puche ye keh diya ki kissi aur ko best intern award de do, kyunki wo jaanta tha ki agar ye award tumhe na mila to usse hi milega… ye tumhara pyar hai….(she laughed)

Where as rohit,nikita was shocked coz unhe ye nahi pata tha, anjali ko dr. shashank se pata chal gaya tha………..

R: (she also don't knew about this but….) maine kaha tha na ki wo mujhe bahut pyar karta hai, itna pyar jise shayad lafzon mai keh pana mushkil hoga… wo achi tarah jaanta the ki mai abhi iss condition mai nahi hun ki ye duty handle kar sakun,wo nahi chahta tha ki dr. keerti ke samne mera impression kam ho, aur rahi mujhse na puchne ki baat to armaan ko pura hak hai mere liye,meri taraf se decision lene ka, bolne ka….

Uske haathon mai main kabka blank paper rakh chukki hun apni life ka, jo usne likhna
hai likhega… itna bhi janti hun ki job hi wo likhega acha hi hoga, par aapko koi hak nahi hai kuch bhi bolne ka…. Award mere pass aaye ya armaan ke pass baat ek hi hai, jab hum dono hi ek hai to kya farak padta hai kisse kya mil raha hai, rehna to dono ke pass hi hai…….. khair chodiye aapko ye baatein nahi samajh aayegi, jise insaan pehchan ne ki specially apne dost ki pehchan na ho wo uske pyar ko kaise pehchanegi…….

Armaan was too surprised after hearing her words for him… he was just feeling waoo… can't define his feelings, she stood for him, she'd replied her just for his sake… she trust him a lot… she even took that award function in a positive way…. She knew his feelings…. These type of words were coming in his mind…. Just feeling great….

On other side anjali was literally shocked coz she never expected that answer from her… she thought that she'll take time to recover, she was boiling with anger, atlast she….

An: haan jisne bada kiya uska koi hak nahi hai tumpar, unhone uss time tumhe adopt kiya jab tumhari maa tumhe maar dena chahti thi, (rohit, nikita was just shocked, their mouths remained opened, seeing anjali,then riddhima, then armaan…. They don't know about her adoption)

R: kaash mujhe maa ne maar hi diya hota atleast ye din to na aata meri life mai… (saying this she ran from there, )

Armaan stood up from his chair and gave her a disgusted look saying anjali tumhare uppar taras aata hai, haar chukki ho tum……… (anjali face came down, she also left from there)

Armaan after seeing her in fire escape rushed towards terrace, where riddhima was standing, her back was facing him, armaan put his hand on her shoulder, she immediately turned and engulfed herself in his arms, her grip was too tight that at once armaan was on the verge of fall but somehow balances… he also hugged her… tightens his grip…. And slowly patting her back……. Gosh atlast his wait was over, now he was with him…. For 10 minutes she remained crying, hiding her face in his chest, pulling his shirt with hands as if trying to get rid of from her pain… armaan start caressing her hair… armaan didn't stop her from crying coz he knew aaj wo pehli baar khule dil se ro rahi thi….

R: armaan mujhe yahan se kahin dur le challo, mujhe yahan nahi rehna… mai yahan saans nahi le paungi armaan…….. mujhe itni dur jaana hai jahan hamare alava koi na ho… tum lekar jaoge na armaan????

Armaan raised her face and looked into her eyes then nodded to say yes and cleared her tears…. Again took her back in his arms…



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R: armaan mujhe yahan se kahin dur le challo, mujhe yahan nahi rehna… mai yahan saans nahi le paungi armaan…….. mujhe itni dur jaana hai jahan hamare alava koi na ho… tum lekar jaoge na armaan????

Armaan raised her face and looked into her eyes then nodded to say yes and cleared her tears…. Again took her back in his arms… when she stopped crying, armaan plants a kiss on her forehead and asked her to wait for him in car… he handled her keys and asked her to go from back door…. Riddhima left… armaan took a deep breathe I think yehi hamare liye acha hoga, mere liye riddhima aur uski khushi se jayda kuch aur important nahi hai, aur wo agar yahan par rahi to sach mai shayad khush na reh paye…

After few minutes talking to dr. keerti, armaan came in car… riddhima was lost somewhere, armaan put his hand on her and lightly shaked it…

A: riddhimaa…

R: huhh…. (cuming in present) tum kab aaye……

A: riddhima kal hum kasaulli ja rahe hai…

R: sach armaan… (armaan nods, little smile covered her face)

Soon they were at home, riddhima start doing her packings, where as armaan was confirming tickets… riddhima asked him to tell about their program to chirag and ritu….

Armaan did so, with in no time ch,ri came to their home….

A: dekha mai tabhi inhe nahi bata raha tha, aa jayenge 2 minute mai, khud to velle hai hi humein bhi vella samajh rakha hai… guys hum kal subah ja rahe hai ab nahi, to c-off karne bhi subah aana chahiye tha.. waise bhi hamare ghar khana,bistar(bed) sab khatam ho gaya hai, khana humne kha liya, aur bistar chuho ne…

R: armaann…….. (hugged chirag and ritu)

Ri: riddhima tumne kabhi bataya nahi armaan khana nahi bistar khata hai… (riddhima gave her confused look) isne hi to kaha abhi ki chuho ne kha liya bistar ab iss se bada koi chuha ho sakta hai kya???? (riddhima smiled and shaked her head and armaan was continuously looking her, admiring her smile….)

Ri: waise tum kasaulli ja kyun rahe ho???

A: uff kya batayein apni dard bhari dastaan… (very dramatically) ek pati patni hai jo hume bewajah pareshan karte hai, pati phir bhi thoda shariff hai atleast
janwaron ki aawajein nikal kar darata nahi hai, lekin patni bewaqt phone karke gandi
gandi aawajein nikalti hai kabhi chipkali ki, Kabhi billi ki, kabhi chuhiya ki, (puts hand on his forehead) uska to samajh hi nahi aata ki insaan hai ya janwar…. (ritu hits him tightly)jab mann karta hai hamare ghar aa jate hai aur saale aise kamine hai jitni marji galliyan dedo phir bhi besharam jaate nahi hai ghar se jaise ki ab.. unhe pata hai ki ye mai unhe hi keh raha hun lekin see koi farak nahi pada unpar….. to humne socha hum hi ghar chod jatein hai…

Ri: uff armaan teri dard bhari dastaan ne to meri aankhein gilli kar di… (she dramatically clear her tears) saas bahu ke serials ko bhi piche chod diya tere dard ne to….. tune bilkul sahi decision liya hai.. I’m proud of your thinking…. Gud…. Bas jaate hue inn ghar ki chabhiyaan hume de jaana, tumne to rehna nahi hum hi reh lenge….

A: kaisi batameej bhabhi hai aapki riddhima dekhiye…. Ek baar rokna to dur ghar ki chabhi… cheee… (he turns his face and put his arm over it)

Ri: bass over ho raha hai, kissi side actor ka bhi role nahi milega…

A: okkkk… cheee…. (he turns his face) ab theek hai…

Ri: haan ab thoda theek hai…….

R: stop it guys.. ritu tum mere saath uppar challo aur packing karne mai meri help karo…

A: haan challo mai bhi help karwaunga tumhari..

Riddhima instantly turns…

R: ji nahi aapko to uppar aane ki bilkul jarurat nahi hai… mera flight miss karne ka koi iraada nahi hai…. (saying this she goes up and ritu teased him.... to which armaan makes a face)

When both left armaan smiled..

A: thanks chirag tum log yahan par aa gaye, riddhima kitni khush lag rahi hai…

Ch: kaisi baatein kar raha hai yaar, aana to tha hi… waise tum log kasaulli ja kyu rahe ho,

A: waise hi ghumne ka mann kar….

Ch: (cutting him) kissi aur ko ullu banaiyo, riddhima ka chehra kitna dull lag raha hai, sach sach bataa kya hua hai….

Armaan thinks a bit then told him everything from starting as he’d left with no more choice.. chirag was also shocked after hearing all that.... there was pin drop silence for few minutes….

Ch: to ab phir tune kya socha hai??? Kya tu hamesha ke liye hi kasaulli shift ho jayega??

A: filhaal to kuch bhi decided nahi hai, jahan riddhima ki khush rahegi, satisfied rahegi wahin par………. Waise kasaulli mai sanjeevani ki branch hai to hamari posting wahan aaram se ho sakti hai…. (he looked at his face) are yaar don’t worry hum tumse milne aate raha karenge, waise abhi tak hum gaye nahi hai, abhi to yehi hai so take a chill pill….

Ch: hamari family to tumhi ho armaan, aur apni family se dur hone par kaise koi chill pill reh sakta hai… aur ritu ko pata challa to wo to….

A: chirag yahan se jaana mai bhi nahi chahta par jab riddhima hi nahi khush hogi to yahan rehne se kya faida…. (chirag nods, his eyes got moist… both hugged each other tightly)

After sometime ritu, riddhima came down, they together had coffee, then ritu chirag left for their home… armaan, riddhima also retired to their room…

Next morning….

Ritu, chirag picked armaan and riddhima and make their way towards airport…. Today ritu was not fighting with armaan, she remained quiet through out the way….

Airport….

A: chipkalli kya hua??? (putting elbow on her shoulder) aaj bak bak nahi kar rahi??? Kuch khakar nahi aayi kya????

Ri: jisse khane ka mann kar raha tha, pata challa uss machar ke pankh nikal aaye hai aur wo uddne ki taiyari kar raha hai…

A: kyaaaaa??????? (he opened his mouth wide)

Ri: muh to band kar duffer machar ghuss jayega… (a tear dropped from her eye, chirag patted her back)

A: ohhh meri chipkali tu ro rai hai…. (hugging her from side) hum koi foreign nahi ja rahe, kasaulli ja rahe hai har hafte tere pass pahunch jaya karenge…. ( ritu again dropped a tear)

A: hey bhagwan koi to kismat mai khalli tanki likh deta, jo bhi takarta hai uski pani ki tanki aise over flooded hoti hai, jab dekho pani dene ke liye taiyar… minute minute mai tap tap tap tap….. (ritu hits him on hand)

A: okkk ritu no majak… tujhe pata hai tu ab maa ban chukki hai, ab tere nahi teri beti ke rone ke din hai… kya bolegi teri beti ki meri maa hoke tune mera hak cheena… kyun
Maa kyun?????? (he shaked her tightly to which she start laughing) (then caressed her head) aise hi khush raha kar jayda achi lagti hai… waise abhi hamara saara saaman yehin pada hai to itna khushnaseeb na samajhiyo khud ko ki humse picha chut gaya……

Ri: tum dono milne to aate rahoge na??????

Ch: milne to tabhi aayega na jab wo yahan se jayega…(armaan gave him confusing look) tumhari flight ki announcement ho chukki hai…

A: par riddhima kahan hai????

Ri: ritika ko lekar gai hai, wo bahut ro rahi thi to…. (from front she came) lo aa gai…

R: lo ji apni bitiya ko sambhalo, so gai hai…. (then hugged chirag and ritu) aapna khayal rakhna..

Ri: tum bhi apna khayal rakhna…. (riddhima smiled)

A: okkk, agar ek dusre ko achi tarah instructions de chukke ho to hum challe, announcement ho chukki hai… (finally they said bye)

They settled on their seats, riddhima placed her head on his shoulder, armaan lightly kissed her on head and placed his head over her head….. and closed his eyes…

In evening 8o’clock they reached kasaulli… when they stepped down from bus cold breeze touches their face to which riddhima first closed her eyes and welcomed wind then put a lock around her arms and start rubbing her hands slightly coz she was feeling cold….

Armaan moved his arm and placed around her shoulder so as to shield her from cold, riddhima first looked at him, then smiled and placed her head on his chest… they started moving towards farm house holding their luggage… farm house was near, they reached there in 10 minutes and knocked at door… raju (servant of that house) opened the door…

Ra: ammy bhai aap aa gaye????(he was very happy to see them)

A: raju kaisa hai tu????

Ra: mai theek hun.. par ye (looking at riddhima)

A: ye teri bhabhi hai… (raju welcomed them heartedly and took luggage from their hands and placed it in one room)

R: bii kahin najar nahi aa rahi, kahan hai wo???

Ra: wo to ji 1 mahine ke liye bahar gai hui hai, kal hi gai hai aur keh kar gai thi ki agar
aap aayein to iss ghar ki chabhi aapko de dun… mai samne hi rehta hun agar kissi bhi cheez ki jarurat ho to bula lijiyega…. (saying this he left)

riddhima take out clothes from bag and placed it in almirah then proceed towards bathroom for changing clothes…. When she came back armaan was lightening fire, riddhima settled on bed, after few minutes armaan also came and pulled quilt upto chest…looked at riddhima who was little shaking….

A: thand lag rahi hai???? (riddhima nods)

Armaan engulfed her in his arms and start rubbing her arms so as to produce heat in her body…. His warmth of body was soothing riddhima a lot, she slowly slowly slipped under him… armaan smiled and shaked his head at this act of her, soon riddhima was asleep, armaan kisses on her forehead and put off the lights….

Next morning….

It’s a very chilled morning, sun was playing hide and seek coming for a minute or 2 then again hides in clouds… riddhima was sleeping and armaan was standing at window… raju brought tea for them, armaan waked up riddhima and asked her to have tea… she brushed her teeth then again settled on bed holding the cup…

R: aaj kitni thand hai….

A: yahan normally itni hi thand rehti hai, acha batao aaj kahan ghumna hai???

R: kahi nahi bas yehi room mai rehna hai…

Armaan wanna ask ki kab tak unn dinon ko yaad karke khud ko pareshan karti rahogi but stopped and said okkk, as you wish

Like this their whole morning passed, it’s 11 o’clock when armaan said that he’s going to the nearby park and will come back soon…. Riddhima stopped him and asked him to wait as she also want to go….

Very few people were present in park, ridhima was enjoying looking at things around, seeing the beauty of nature….. armaan was collecting the words that he want to say to riddhima…. But before that riddhima stopped at one place and started crying loudly….

A: kya hua riddhima?????? (cuming in front of her)


NEXT DAY……….

Armaan was waking up riddhima for tea, riddhima got up and hugged armaan tightly….

R: gud morninggggg………. (plants kiss on his cheeks) mai bas abhi brush karke aati hun…. (saying this she ran way in bathroom, armaan was little surprised, with in no time she was back, holding cup of tea)

R: kya hua aise kyun dekh rahe ho???acha chodo, armaan aaj tum mujhe apna college dikhao na pleasseeeee……… (she said this too cutely like a baby)

A: (again looked her surpisingly, after so many days she was talking like dis…)

R: ab aise hi dekhte rahoge ya kuch jawab bhi doge, ya bolna bhul gaye…. Kitne pyar se please kaha tha par koi reaction hi nahi………

A: are haan baba hum college challeinge….

R: sach… (she clapped out of excitement) you are so sweet armaan…. Mai taiyar ho jati hun….. (she goes near bathroom, then came back and hugged him) I luv you armaan…..

A: (smiled) luv you too… (kissed on her forehead)

When she enter in bathroom, armaan settled on bed, still thinking ki kya riddhima sach mai normal ho gai hai ya phir mujhe dikhane ke liye naatak kar rahi hai… kya sach mai wo meri baaton ko samajh payi hai…..
He was lost, thinking about what had happened yesterday…..



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He lost in flashback

She started crying out loudly……… armaan came in front of her….

A: kya hua riddhima????? (worried)

R: (hugging him tightly)kya mai itni buri hun armaan??? Unhone kyun kiya aisa??? Jitna unki baton ko bhulne ki koshish karti hun utna hi wo chubti hai mujhe, kyun picha nahi chodti mera…baar baar ek hi question aata hai kya maine itni badi galti ki thi???? Jitna jayda strong ban ne ki koshish karti hun utna jayda week paati hun khud ko… nahi bhul paati unki baton ko… kya karun mai armaan kya karun????? Kaun galat hai??? Mai badal
Gai hun ya wo badal gaye hai?????? (she was saying all this without taking a break…. She doesn't know what actually she was speaking but that words are enough for armaan to understand what's actually going in her heart….) 21 saal paala aur 1 pal mai sab khatam kar diya… 1 pal bhi nahi lagaya…. Kyun???? (she started sobbing)

A: ( made her sit on one bench, then holds her face with both of his hands) riddhima dekho meri taraf, look at me… (riddhima raised her eyes that was filled with tears)

A: riddhima tum kahin bhi galat nahi ho, kahin bhi nahi….

R: armaan tum to yehi bologe kyunki tum mujhse pyar karte ho, tumhe mai kabhi galat kaise lag sakti hun….

A: to tum apne aap ko sirf unki naajron se hi dekho jo tumhe pyar karte hai, kyun unki baaton ko yaad karke pareshan hoti ho jo tumhe pyar hi nahi karte….

R: to kya wo 21 years sirf dhoka tha armaan, kya pyar ka itna bada dikhawa koi kar sakta hai kya???

A: nahi riddhima… (he settled next to her and placed her head on his shoulder, caressing her hair with love) wo dikhawa nahi tha….. par jo wo aaj hai wo bhi jhoot nahi hai, unki aankhon mai saaf likha tha that he doesn't loves you any more….

Riddhima tum unn baaton ko bhul kyun nahi jaati???? Mujhe pata hai ye kehna bahut aasan hai par karna utna hi mushkil, shayad mai ya koi bhi tumhari takleef na samajh paye sirf jo suffer kar raha hota hai usse hi pata hota hai apne dard ka, par baar baar ek hi baat ko yaad karke pareshan hote rehna, apne aap ko takleef dena ye bhi to theek nahi hai na…..

Ye sach hai ki mujhe family se dur hone ka gam kya hota hai shayad mujhe nahi pata, maine bachpan se hi family ka pyar nahi dekha, dad the par mai kabhi unse mila nahi, sirf unke bheje hue checks milte rehte the…..mera jo kuch bhi ho sirf tum ho, meri family, meri jindagi. Aur apni jindagi ko yun rote hue, pal pal pareshan hote hue
nahi dekha jaata… bahut keemti hai ye aansoo mere liye itne keemti ki bataya bhi na ja sake……….. (riddhima looked him with teary eyes, but armaan remained speaking)

riddhima pata hai tumhari wo baatein picha kyun nahi chod rahi…. Kyunki tumne unhe abhi tak accept nahi kiya hai… tum abhi bhi yehi soch rahi ho ki wo ek sapna tha, par sach to kuch aur hi hai………

R: armaan kya mai galat thi???? (she straightway looked in his eyes and asked question)

A: riddhima mere kehne ya na kehne se tumhe satisfaction nahi milegi…. Meri naajron mai tum kabhi galat ho hi nahi sakti, jo ladki ek insaan ko jisse pyar pata hi nahi tha ki aisa kuch duniya mai exist karta bhi hai, uss ladke ko pyar ka matlab samjha kar uski life sawaar sakti hai wo galat kaise ho sakti hai, jo apne papa ke sapne pure karne ke liye kuch bhi kar sakti hai, jo apni bahen ka career bachane ke liye khud ke career par sawaal khade karwa sakti hai, wo ladki galat kaise ho sakti hai……..

Par agar tum really iss question ka answer jaan na chahti ho to iska answer kissi aur ke pass se nahi tumhare pass se hi milega…. (he took her hand and placed it near her heart…..) yahan se….. riddhima apni aankhein band karo aur pucho apne dil se Kya tumhara mujhse pyar karna galat tha???? kya tumne mujhse shaadi karke kuch aisa kar diya jo tumhe nahi karna chahiye tha???? kya tumhe hamari shaadi par pachtawa hai??? Kahin bhi guilt hai tumhare dil mai ki tumne kuch galat kiya????

(riddhima looked him as if asking ki ye questions kyun???)

A: riddhima tumhare saare answers inhi questions se judde hue hai… kynki main reason hi hamari shaadi hai jo tumhare papa nahi chahte the aur yehi reason hai ki unhone tumhe apne se alag kar diya….

Riddhima agar tumhe dil mai kahin bhi lagta hai ki tumne kuch galat kiya hai to shayad unki ye baatein tumhara picha kabhi bhi nahi chodegi, uthte baithte tumhare dil aur dimag mai kaanto ki tarah chubhegi, jahan jaogi wahan tumhare saath tumhara picha karte karte ye baatein bhi pahunch jayegi aur iska solution yehi reh jayega ki tum unse maafi maang lo…

par agar tumhe lagta hai ki tumne kuch galat nahi kiya hai to tumhe koi farak hi nahi padna chahiye unki baaton ka, wo kuch bhi kehte rahein, kuch bhi karte rahein, par sach yehi rahega ki tum galat nahi thi, tum inn questions ka answer dhund lo, aur dekho tumhare aage sab kuch clear ho jayega, tumhe actually pata chal jayega ki tum chahti kya ho, tumhari pareshani wahin khatam ho jayegi, saari baatein bekaar lagegi…

tumhe aage ka rasta bhi clear najar aayega ya unse maafi mangne ka ya phir kissi bhi cheez ki guilty na rakhkar waise hi haste hue, strong bankar rehna, kissi ki baat ka koi assar na hona kuch bhi koi bolta rahe kyunki tumhe pata hoga tum kahin galat nahi ho, aur wo log tumhari jab jindagi mai mayne hi nahi rakhte to kyun time waste karna unke baare mai sochke……

ek baat kahunga ki agar tum yuhi pareshan rahi to farak kissi ko nahi padega, anjali bhi normally hospital aati hai, waise hi khush rehti hai, club jaati hai… dr. shashank bhi apni daily routine mai mast hai…. To tum kyun nahi sabki tarah apni life enjoy kar rahi, kyun unn logon ke baare mai baar baar soch ke apne aap ko takleef de rahi ho jo tumhari kaddar hi nahi karte jinhe khushi hi sirf tumhe aansoo dekar milti hai……. (this time he looked at riddhima…. Coz now he'd no words to say.. riddhima was lost in her thoughts, what she was thinking that time armaan didn't know..)

present………

armaan was still thinking, when riddhima shouted in his ear….

R: armaaaaannnnnnnn…………..

A: ahhhh…. (little frightened) kya hua chilla kyu rahi ho… mere kaan theek hai..

R: haan tabhi to 10 min se jo itne pyar se aawajein de rahi thi sunai nahi di tumhe…. Abhi tak aise hi baithe ho, jaana nahi hai kya… challo jaldi se utho (almost pulled him in bathroom….. )

A: aaram se yaar, thodi der….. (but before he cud speak anything riddhima closed the door)

Armaan was still thinking ki kya sach hai, uske dil mai actually chal kya raha hai…. Samajh nahi aa raha tha ki wo khush ho ki uski riddhima bilkul normal behave kar rahi hai…. Wo ye bhi jaan na chahta tha ki kya riddhima ko guilty hai kahin bhi unke relation ko lekar… bahut kuch wo jaan na chahta tha par kaise… riddhima to iss baare mai baat hi nahi kar rahi…… he came out of his thoughts when..

R: (from outside) armaan paani niharne ke liye nahi nahane ke liye rakha hai..

A: haan to naha raha hun na….

R: jhoot na bolo, abhi tak pani girne ki aawaj nahi aayi…. (armaan smiled and shaked his head, he really want to believe on what his heart was saying and he started bathing with a decision that he won't spoil his day due to his stupid thoughts, he was waiting for this day since long, now he won't let his stupid confusion came in between him and riddhima….)

After getting ready both had breakfast, then did rickshaw for college as they had no conveyance with them and college was quiet far from there place….. when they reached college..

A: oops aaj to college khulla hai……..

Okkk that’s it for today………

Next week: armaan riddhima in college, meeti with teachers and friends…. Their reactions…….

Some more funny incidents…… masti,love, romance………

Do comment and Stay tunned…….

Will meet you next week

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ishanki

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